u/PapayaSpirited3999

I’m in the church choir and I couldn’t sing today because my director noticed that I had a mask on indicating that I was sick and I was very late since I was debating whether I should sing or not. I asked the director if I should say she said no because one of my members who is older has a weak immune system due to the fact that she had cancer in the past and Covid recently. I trusted my first instinct, which was tell the choir director I wasn’t going to sing today because I wasn’t feeling well and my instinct was right. The choir had a Covid outbreak after Easter and every single choir member had Covid. I was disappointed at first, but then I realized that Mother’s Day was a special occasion and I don’t really sing on special occasions and my trip to church wasn’t a total bust because as promised my mom received a prayer from a deacon for her upcoming surgery on Tuesday.

i’m catholic. i asked a deacon to pray for me because i had post nasal drip, my nose was all stuffed up, and my energy was kind of low. after he prayed for me i noticed that my sinuses started to clear up and i can taste everything. i thought i was trippin cause it’s kind of weird but then again my sinuses always clear up when i get up in the morning. i feel like its a placebo effect. we’ll see when i lay down in bed tonight.

my mom is having a hysterectomy on Tuesday due to fibroids. she’s in her 50’s. we went to church and we had a deacons pray for her so that the surgery will be a success and for me because i was worried about her since she’s all i got in my life. my dad died 11 years ago.

i asked a deacon to pray for me because i had post nasal drip, my nose was all stuffed up, and my energy was kind of low. after he prayed for me i noticed that my sinuses started to clear up and i can taste everything. i thought i was trippin cause it’s kind of weird but then again my sinuses always clear up when i get up in the morning. i feel like its a placebo effect. we’ll see when i lay down in bed.

If you do, tell me about it. I’ll go first. I woke up at 4 in the morning and I got mad because I had to do my last module of training online before my lifeguard training I was worried that I wasn’t going to finish before my mom wakes up but, when I had to do the quiz and it said “missalignment of bone shown in skin” I panicked and panicked and the next thing in knew, I started throwing up in the toilet. My throat burned and it was sore afterwards. I was doing Red Cross lifeguard training and when I got to the pool the instructor was yelling at me which got me worked up and when we did the brick test I couldn’t do because I was so worked up and she said “unfortunately we can’t let you in the class since you failed to get the 10lb brick from an 8ft pool” that’s when I got really upset. I didn’t even think about getting my goggles. I had a subtle but massive meltdown in the women’s locker room (thank god I was the only one there) because I’ve wasted $300 on a two day course, my mom and I woke up at 5am for nothing, I had to do the online course for nothing, I probably have to redo the online course and reschedule for the two day classes, and if I do it’ll probably be after my mom’s hysterectomy, and I won’t work at the same location as my sister. I threw my towel on the ground, I repeatedly said while covering my face saying “I hate this“. As I was having my meltdown, the instructor didn’t comfort me or anything and on top of that I hit my head against the wall. And just as I thought it couldn’t get any worse, as I put my socks on and stood up, they got wet. I also accidentally gave myself a minor concussion.

This is more of a success story. I woke up at 4 in the morning and I got mad because I had to do my last module of training online before my lifeguard training I was worried that I wasn’t going to finish before my mom wakes up but, when I had to do the quiz and it said “missalignment of bone shown in skin” I panicked and panicked and the next thing in knew, I started throwing up in the toilet. I got scared because I couldn’t stop but I did . I was mad that I threw up from anxiety but I was proud of myself for being prepared and not having to clean up any messes because I knew that when it was time, I ran to the toilet. I’m usually afraid of vomiting because I’m worried that I won’t make it to the toilet and have to clean up after myself. but I deserved the consequences because since I didn’t take my medicine that helps me calm down cause I was so busy I started to panic and threw up as a result. I feel like this happens once a year for me. My throat has been hurting ever since it happened.

I woke up at 4 in the morning and I got mad because I had to do my last module of training online before my lifeguard training I was worried that I wasn’t going to finish before my mom wakes up but, when I had to do the quiz and it said “missalignment of bone shown in skin” I panicked and panicked and the next thing in knew, I started throwing up in the toilet. I was doing Red Cross lifeguard training and when I got to the pool the instructor was yelling at me which got me worked up and when we did the brick test I couldn’t do because I was so worked up and she said “unfortunately we can’t let you in the class since you failed to get the 10lb brick from an 8ft pool” that’s when I got really upset.

I woke up at 4 in the morning and I got mad because I had to do my last module of training online before my lifeguard training I was worried that I wasn’t going to finish before my mom wakes up but, when I had to do the quiz and it said “missalignment of bone shown in skin” I panicked and panicked and the next thing in knew, I started throwing up in the toilet. I was doing Red Cross lifeguard training and when I got to the pool the instructor was yelling at me which got me worked up and when we did the brick test I couldn’t do because I was so worked up and she said “unfortunately we can’t let you in the class since you failed to get the 10lb brick from an 8ft pool” that’s when I got really upset.

I woke up at 4 in the morning and I got mad because I had to do my last module of training online before my lifeguard training I was worried that I wasn’t going to finish before my mom wakes up but, when I had to do the quiz and it said “missalignment of bone shown in skin” I panicked and panicked and the next thing in knew, I started throwing up in the toilet. I was doing Red Cross lifeguard training and when I got to the pool the instructor was yelling at me which got me worked up and when we did the brick test I couldn’t do because I was so worked up and she said “unfortunately we can’t let you in the class since you failed to get the 10lb brick from an 8ft pool” that’s when I got really upset.

I woke up at 4 in the morning and I got mad because I had to do my last module of training online before my lifeguard training I was worried that I wasn’t going to finish before my mom wakes up but, when I had to do the quiz and it said “missalignment of bone shown in skin” I panicked and panicked and the next thing in knew, I started throwing up in the toilet. I was doing Red Cross lifeguard training and when I got to the pool the instructor was yelling at me which got me worked up and when we did the brick test I couldn’t do because I was so worked up and she said “unfortunately we can’t let you in the class since you failed to get the 10lb brick from an 8ft pool” that’s when I got really upset. I didn’t even think about getting my goggles. I had a subtle but massive meltdown in the women’s locker room (thank god I was the only one there) because I’ve wasted $300 on a two day course, my mom and I woke up at 5am for nothing, I had to do the online course for nothing, I probably have to redo the online course and reschedule for the two day classes, and if I do it’ll probably be after my mom’s hysterectomy, and I won’t work at the same location as my sister. I threw my towel on the ground, I repeatedly said while covering my face saying “I hate this“. As I was having my meltdown, the instructor didn’t comfort me or anything and on top of that I hit my head against the wall. And just as I thought it couldn’t get any worse, as I put my socks on and stood up, they got wet. The only thing that made me feel better was when my mom said there’s plenty other lifeguard jobs. Why didn’t I think of this before?

I woke up at 4 in the morning and I got mad because I had to do my last module of training online before my lifeguard training I was worried that I wasn’t going to finish before my mom wakes up but, when I had to do the quiz and it said “missalignment of bone shown in skin” I panicked and panicked and the next thing in knew, I started throwing up in the toilet. I was doing Red Cross lifeguard training and when I got to the pool the instructor was yelling at me which got me worked up and when we did the brick test I couldn’t do because I was so worked up and she said “unfortunately we can’t let you in the class since you failed to get the 10lb brick from an 8ft pool” that’s when I got really upset. I didn’t even think about getting my goggles. I had a subtle but massive meltdown in the women’s locker room (thank god I was the only one there) because I’ve wasted $300 on a two day course, my mom and I woke up at 5am for nothing, I had to do the online course for nothing, I probably have to redo the online course and reschedule for the two day classes, and if I do it’ll probably be after my mom’s hysterectomy, and I won’t work at the same location as my sister. I threw my towel on the ground, I repeatedly said while covering my face saying “I hate this“. As I was having my meltdown, the instructor didn’t comfort me or anything and on top of that I hit my head against the wall. And just as I thought it couldn’t get any worse, as I put my socks on and stood up, they got wet. The only thing that made me feel better was when my mom said there’s plenty other lifeguard jobs. Why didn’t I think of this before?

I woke up at 4 in the morning and I got mad because I had to do my last module of training online before my lifeguard training I was worried that I wasn’t going to finish before my mom wakes up but, when I had to do the quiz and it said “missalignment of bone shown in skin” I panicked and panicked and the next thing in knew, I started throwing up in the toilet. I was doing Red Cross lifeguard training and when I got to the pool the instructor was yelling at me which got me worked up and when we did the brick test I couldn’t do because I was so worked up and she said “unfortunately we can’t let you in the class since you failed to get the 10lb brick from an 8ft pool” that’s when I got really upset. I didn’t even think about getting my goggles. I had a subtle but massive meltdown in the women’s locker room (thank god I was the only one there) because I’ve wasted $300 on a two day course, my mom and I woke up at 5am for nothing, I had to do the online course for nothing, I probably have to redo the online course and reschedule for the two day classes, and if I do it’ll probably be after my mom’s hysterectomy, and I won’t work at the same location as my sister. I threw my towel on the ground, I repeatedly said while covering my face saying “I hate this“. As I was having my meltdown, the instructor didn’t comfort me or anything and on top of that I hit my head against the wall. And just as I thought it couldn’t get any worse, as I put my socks on and stood up, they got wet. The only thing that made me feel better was when my mom said there’s plenty other lifeguard jobs. Why didn’t I think of this before?

I woke up at 4 in the morning and I got mad because I had to do my last module of training online before my lifeguard training I was worried that I wasn’t going to finish before my mom wakes up but, when I had to do the quiz and it said “missalignment of bone shown in skin” I panicked and panicked and the next thing in knew, I started throwing up in the toilet. I was doing Red Cross lifeguard training and when I got to the pool the instructor was yelling at me which got me worked up and when we did the brick test I couldn’t do because I was so worked up and she said “unfortunately we can’t let you in the class since you failed to get the 10lb brick from an 8ft pool” that’s when I got really upset. I didn’t even think about getting my goggles. I had a subtle but massive meltdown in the women’s locker room (thank god I was the only one there) because I’ve wasted $300 on a two day course, my mom and I woke up at 5am for nothing, I had to do the online course for nothing, I probably have to redo the online course and reschedule for the two day classes, and if I do it’ll probably be after my mom’s hysterectomy, and I won’t work at the same location as my sister. I threw my towel on the ground, I repeatedly said while covering my face saying “I hate this“. As I was having my meltdown, the instructor didn’t comfort me or anything and on top of that I hit my head against the wall. And just as I thought it couldn’t get any worse, as I put my socks on and stood up, they got wet. The only thing that made me feel better was when my mom said there’s plenty other lifeguard jobs. Why didn’t I think of this before?

I woke up at 4 in the morning and I got mad because I had to do my last module of training online before my lifeguard training I was worried that I wasn’t going to finish before my mom wakes up but, when I had to do the quiz and it said “missalignment of bone shown in skin” I panicked and panicked and the next thing in knew, I started throwing up in the toilet. I was doing Red Cross lifeguard training and when I got to the pool the instructor was yelling at me which got me worked up and when we did the brick test I couldn’t do because I was so worked up and she said “unfortunately we can’t let you in the class since you failed to get the 10lb brick from an 8ft pool” that’s when I got really upset. I didn’t even think about getting my goggles. I had a subtle but massive meltdown in the women’s locker room (thank god I was the only one there) because I’ve wasted $300 on a two day course, my mom and I woke up at 5am for nothing, I had to do the online course for nothing, I probably have to redo the online course and reschedule for the two day classes, and if I do it’ll probably be after my mom’s hysterectomy, and I won’t work at the same location as my sister. I threw my towel on the ground, I repeatedly said while covering my face saying “I hate this“. As I was having my meltdown, the instructor didn’t comfort me or anything and on top of that I hit my head against the wall. And just as I thought it couldn’t get any worse, as I put my socks on and stood up, they got wet. The only thing that made me feel better was when my mom said there’s plenty other lifeguard jobs. Why didn’t I think of this before?

I woke up at 4 in the morning and I got mad because I had to do my last module of training online before my lifeguard training I was worried that I wasn’t going to finish before my mom wakes up but, when I had to do the quiz and it said “missalignment of bone shown in skin” I panicked and panicked and the next thing in knew, I started throwing up in the toilet. I was doing Red Cross lifeguard training and when I got to the pool the instructor was yelling at me which got me worked up and when we did the brick test I couldn’t do because I was so worked up and she said “unfortunately we can’t let you in the class since you failed to get the 10lb brick from an 8ft pool” that’s when I got really upset. I didn’t even think about getting my goggles. I had a subtle but massive meltdown in the women’s locker room (thank god I was the only one there) because I’ve wasted $300 on a two day course, my mom and I woke up at 5am for nothing, I had to do the online course for nothing, I probably have to redo the online course and reschedule for the two day classes, and if I do it’ll probably be after my mom’s hysterectomy, and I won’t work at the same location as my sister. I threw my towel on the ground, I repeatedly said while covering my face saying “I hate this“. As I was having my meltdown, the instructor didn’t comfort me or anything and on top of that I hit my head against the wall. And just as I thought it couldn’t get any worse, as I put my socks on and stood up, they got wet. The only thing that made me feel better was when my mom said there’s plenty other lifeguard jobs. Why didn’t I think of this before?

I woke up at 4 in the morning and I got mad because I had to do my last module of training online before my lifeguard training I was worried that I wasn’t going to finish before my mom wakes up but, when I had to do the quiz and it said “missalignment of bone shown in skin” I panicked and panicked and the next thing in knew, I started throwing up in the toilet. I was doing Red Cross lifeguard training and when I got to the pool the instructor was yelling at me which got me worked up and when we did the brick test I couldn’t do because I was so worked up and she said “unfortunately we can’t let you in the class since you failed to get the 10lb brick from an 8ft pool” that’s when I got really upset. I didn’t even think about getting my goggles. I had a subtle but massive meltdown in the women’s locker room (thank god I was the only one there) because I’ve wasted $300 on a two day course, my mom and I woke up at 5am for nothing, I had to do the online course for nothing, I probably have to redo the online course and reschedule for the two day classes, and if I do it’ll probably be after my mom’s hysterectomy, and I won’t work at the same location as my sister. I threw my towel on the ground, I repeatedly said while covering my face saying “I hate this“. As I was having my meltdown, the instructor didn’t comfort me or anything and on top of that I hit my head against the wall. And just as I thought it couldn’t get any worse, as I put my socks on and stood up, they got wet. The only thing that made me feel better was when my mom said there’s plenty other lifeguard jobs. Why didn’t I think of this before?

I woke up at 4 in the morning and I got mad because I had to do my last module of training online before my lifeguard training I was worried that I wasn’t going to finish before my mom wakes up but, when I had to do the quiz and it said “missalignment of bone shown in skin” I panicked and panicked and the next thing in knew, I started throwing up in the toilet. I was doing Red Cross lifeguard training and when I got to the pool the instructor was yelling at me which got me worked up and when we did the brick test I couldn’t do because I was so worked up and she said “unfortunately we can’t let you in the class since you failed to get the 10lb brick from an 8ft pool” that’s when I got really upset. I didn’t even think about getting my goggles. my autistic ass had a f**kin meltdown in the women’s locker room (thank god I was the only one there) because I’ve wasted $300 on a two day course, my mom and I woke up at 5am for nothing, I had to do the online course for nothing, I probably have to redo the online course and reschedule for the two day classes, and if I do it’ll probably be after my mom’s hysterectomy, and I won’t work at the same location as my sister. I threw my towel on the ground, I repeatedly said while covering my face saying “I hate this“. As I was having my meltdown, the instructor didn’t comfort me or anything and on top of that I hit my head against the wall. And just as I thought it couldn’t get any worse, as I put my socks on and stood up, they got wet. The only thing that made me feel better was when my mom said there’s plenty other lifeguard jobs. Why didn’t I think of this before?

I woke up at 4 in the morning and I got mad because I had to do my last module of training online before my lifeguard training I was worried that I wasn’t going to finish before my mom wakes up but, when I had to do the quiz and it said “missalignment of bone shown in skin” I panicked and panicked and the next thing in knew, I started throwing up in the toilet. I was doing Red Cross lifeguard training and when I got to the pool the instructor was yelling at me which got me worked up and when we did the brick test I couldn’t do because I was so worked up and she said “unfortunately we can’t let you in the class since you failed to get the 10lb brick from an 8ft pool” that’s when I got really upset. I didn’t even think about getting my goggles. I had a subtle but massive meltdown in the women’s locker room (thank god I was the only one there) because I’ve wasted $300 on a two day course, my mom and I woke up at 5am for nothing, I had to do the online course for nothing, I probably have to redo the online course and reschedule for the two day classes, and if I do it’ll probably be after my mom’s hysterectomy, and I won’t work at the same location as my sister. I threw my towel on the ground, I repeatedly said while covering my face saying “I hate this“. As I was having my meltdown, the instructor didn’t comfort me or anything and on top of that I hit my head against the wall. And just as I thought it couldn’t get any worse, as I put my socks on and stood up, they got wet. The only thing that made me feel better was when my mom said there’s plenty other lifeguard jobs. Why didn’t I think of this before?