u/Emergency_Love_3324

i have neutral undertone and i heard its a really good shade. seen it only in the pictures on the website but seems very similar to my skin color. would like a swatch test tho and also opinions if its worth it.

I am 18 years old. I know I am just at the beginning of my life, but it is very difficult for me.

I have Borderline Personality Disorder, and every day feels like hell on earth.

I want to change for the better, but there is a great darkness inside me that seems to dominate and control everything.

I am looking for any kind of useful information that has helped you become a better person—something that truly changed your perspective, and since learning it, you have felt more balanced and at peace.

If you know of any courses, documentaries, exercises, books, videos, or absolutely anything else that has helped you, I would be deeply grateful if you could recommend them to me. :)

am nevoie de niste sfaturi , sa ma consult cu cineva. thanks!

I want to start working on myself seriously, to make a real change, or at least to try.

I’m in therapy, but I feel that it isn’t enough. I want to find courses, books, articles, documentaries, and anything else that can genuinely help me through this process.

I don’t even know how to define all of my problems yet—there are so many, and my mind feels like complete chaos. I want to put everything in order.

I’m looking for absolutely any recommendations—anything that has helped you significantly to feel better, to love yourself, to build healthy relationships with others, and to develop strong values and a beautiful moral character.

I am in complete despair.

I always think I’m doing better when, in reality, I’m not. I don’t know who I am, I don’t know what I want, and I have no goals.

I need serious help. I’m going to therapy, but I feel like it isn’t enough. I do extremely harmful things, and I have no limits.

I want my mother to be able to say, “Yes, you really have been doing better lately,” and to be proud of the progress I’m making.

I feel like I want to change, to become the person I’m supposed to be, and to stop being a terrible human being toward everyone, but I don’t know how. My impulses are so strong that I have absolutely no control over them.

Another major problem is that I am self-centered, in the most negative way possible.

I have no morals, no direction, and I feel like I am living for absolutely no reason, day after day, simply waiting for my death.

I want a course that genuinely works—something that actually helps.

I am a very self-destructive person. My self-sabotage is extreme. I struggle with kleptomania, I use drugs, and I do many harmful things to myself. Deep down, I do not truly regret these behaviors, but I can see how much they affect the people around me, and I know I cannot continue living like this as I move into adulthood.

I am only 18 years old. I have been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder and Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD) and I am also being evaluated for Bipolar Disorder. I experience terrible impulses—truly overwhelming ones—that I cannot control, even though I am taking medication.

My thoughts feel extremely chaotic, and I honestly feel like I need something that can help me turn my life around.

I am looking for a course, program, or anything else that can help me change. I have realized that I cannot do this entirely on my own; I need someone or something to give me structure and keep me accountable until I build momentum.

Any advice or recommendations would be greatly appreciated.

im looking for interesting pieces, colorful with personality, any brand works. im usually shopping on vinted but im from romania so i dont have alot of options. let me know if you have any tips!