r/Reincarnation

I also think I was reincarnated. I had vivid dreams starting at age six, but I forgot most of them when I turned twelve.

There is one dream that stayed with me until I was around 16–18: in it, I was always running and then falling off a mountain or cliff.

But after I turned 20, I rarely had dreams like that anymore.

To be honest, I really want to be reincarnated after this lifetime because being born in a struggling middle class family seems empty.

So if we think about it, if everytime you wake up you don’t remember anything it would basically not be punishment and learning but just a never ending cycle.

It doesn’t make much sense to me from this view tho.

*automaticly translated from my native language

Hi!

​I am MtF20, I know this is going to make me feel afraid tonight, but I need to say it.

​Since I was little, I’ve had a special panic regarding "system errors." But at the same time, I have an interest in them. Especially when I think about possibilities like reincarnation, the fact that a higher entity might exist, or NDE, I freeze up. I can research, and I want to do it, maybe for a few hours, but I always end up blocked and in a panic. I also have a panic of dreaming; when I was little, I had many nightmares and lucid dreams that turned into nightmares because of this panic toward the spiritual that I’ve always had. Luckily for me, for years now I can almost never remember what I dream when I wake up, which is honestly a relief for me. Although I do have some memories of dreams from when I was little: once I was trapped in a well in my neighborhood, and I never got out of there; another time I was in a local shop in my neighborhood but everything was in a "Halloween mode" that scared me, honestly, I don't know how to explain that. In general, I've never had a good relationship with these things, as you can see. I’ve never given importance to the second dream; the first one, I’ve always been afraid that it was something "real." They are dreams from when I was less than 10 years old and I don't know why I still remember them, but I do know I’ve had a panic of dreaming for many years.

Even regarding trifles like programming errors in computer systems, though luckily I was able to start overcoming that.

​When I was little, my mother always told me an anecdote: I didn’t start talking until I was 4, but apparently, I knew how to speak perfectly: I didn’t talk because I didn’t want to. I also have the memory of seeing a lady who looked a lot like someone I made in "The Sims"; I was terrified to see her in front of my bed. To me, it must have been something real because even my mother validated to me that "the whole family has seen that lady at some point. Everyone in our family has told a similar story." In general, it’s always been said that my house is "cursed," and for some reason, I was afraid of my room to the point that I ended up moving to a smaller room voluntarily.

​All of this, along with having always said since I was little "I want to be a woman" even though theoretically my body was a man’s, and the fact that for me the problem was never my body itself but simply that I didn’t feel like a man and felt they were treating me as someone I wasn’t; and that I have a strange obsession with railways since I was very little, a connection I don’t understand very well how I could have developed, leads me to believe that I must have lived more lives. I don’t know exactly what, but it’s all too strange to be a coincidence. I want to explore my spiritual side more, but I am lost. I am not religious; I was raised in an atheist family, which hasn’t stopped my mother from always telling me that "there is something more, I don’t know what, but karma exists," although I always refused to believe her.

​The fact that my father died of a sudden heart attack and I dreamed about him many times. but I remember one day in particular where I was in his house and he talked to me as if he weren't dead, but knowing that he was, with total normality and just as my father was, still impacts me. I feel it was really him, but I have no desire to prove it. I think my mother also had dreams like that where he asked what had happened to him and my mother explained it to him.

​I am also autistic, ADHD, OCD... in case it helps with all this.

​Please, if anyone can help me alleviate the panic and start with this, I would appreciate it very much. I don’t even know where I should start.

​Thank you very much in advance!

So if Reincarnation is a possibility, do any scripts or religions answer why 'this' life is the one we seem to be actively experiencing/living?

Is it because this may be our first life? Or its an important one and we'll recall further lives more easily than others if they're also important experiences too?

Obviously there's nothing to say we might 'remember' this life if we do indeed reincarnate, but when talking about the possibility of having numerous past lives already....we can all agree that it doesn't feel like we've had a past life or that we simply don't remember them. Whats so different about this experience? The continuity of consciousness and how much this feels like my 'Only' life, I feel like it pokes holes into the theory of reincarnation or any permutation of an endless rebirth theory.

For me it has to be that 'this' is my first life. I have not experienced reincarnation yet, so how it would feel for me in terms of continuity, memory, experience etc. is a completely unknown feeling, just like how you can't imagine what love or an orgasm feels like until its actually happened.

Am I making sense and asking this properly? I hope i am

I would like to add a TW for stillbirth to this post.

My daughter Veronica was stillborn a few weeks before her due date last year. I’ve been understandably devastated and had a dream where I hugged her and told her to come back to me when she is ready last week. I cannot but hold to the hope she comes back to me when I am ready to have another child someday.

Has anyone had any similar experiences? This is a very sensitive topic for many people, including myself but if anyone has any experiences they would feel comfortable sharing I would appreciate hearing them.

Thank you ❤️

If we accept reincarnation to be real, then we accept ourselves to have existed in the past. If we accept ourselves to have existed in the past then to turn to history is to see ourselves, even places we are told we should not have been, such as a female prostitute in Nazi Rome, or a member of the armies of Attila the Hun, or as a Baron of a feudalist province. Not all of us have been successful in reincarnation, the Karmic Rebirth Cycle asserts this.

The Karmic Cycle asserts that some are rewarded in life and in reincarnation. In the last two thousand years of history, Karma could have afforded you thirty or more lives, some better than others, some rich, some flourishing, some powerful, some intense individuals whose names shine through history. Be not afraid to view yourself, be not afraid to be seen.

If there is one thing and one thing alone I entrust to my future incarnations, it is that I will continually succeed, success or failure in life and in Rebirth, low or high birth, low or high stature, succeed in being better. I will point my moral compass at beauty and I will attain it, higher and higher, prouder and prouder, in lockstep with my fellows.

I am the powerful, I am the culmination of countless past lives, I am all I have been working towards for millennia uncounted. I understand that there are those worth following and there are those worth leading. Should the reader follow the author, then let this sentiment be known, freely, and without end.

Do you think the context of a persons suicide matters for what path your sol will take in the interdimensions? Like if for example if that person committed suicide because they were trying to escape torture from a government and not because of depression or anxiety

What's the purpose, just be done with one life ,I don't care about a life i didn't experience, i have no regrets of what i have missed even though my life is pretty bad and I was very limited with what could I do with it I don't mind ,just live once and that's it ,why would I want to return back experience unnecessary stuff, inequality, racism,bigotry, health issues are inevitable and there isn't any way to be sheltered from unless you get to be privileged, but even a privileged life isn't as good as we think it is

I want to preface this by saying that I am aware that soulmates are not always romantic AND that there are many different interpretations of what a soulmate even is. Just please keep in mind that in this context I am talking about a romantic connection with a soul separate from mine. Not a twinflame or a shattered fragment of myself, but another being with their own soul journey.

With that being said, all my life I have felt like I was waiting for someone. And I mean like, since before I could read. Even as young as 3-5 years old I knew what romantic (not sexual) attraction felt like. And it feels the same now as it did back then, albeit a little more intense. Another thing to note is that I’ve been consistently attracted to the same male archetypes since I could remember. None of which reflect early caretakers I had.

As I got older, I never found anyone. I eventually realized that I was on the aromantic spectrum because I very rarely develop romantic feelings for non-fictional men. I’m not really sure exactly where I fall on the aro spectrum, I just know I almost never develop feelings but still have the capacity to fall deeply in love. But those feelings get triggered by real people very rarely and out of the blue.

I tried so hard over and over and over again to kill any hope that I would find someone. But it just doesn’t go away. Even now when I’m starting to accept the idea that I may die alone, that expectation that someone will come is still there. It’s the same feeling I had ever since toddler hood, just lonelier. As a kid, I just expected I’d meet them. As an adult, that expectation feels like a nasty parasite that is trying to hurt me with false hope.

But recently I’ve begun to look at things a different way. What if the reason I still expect someone and can’t fall in love easily is because my soul was too stubborn to forget who they loved in the past? I don’t want to assume that it’s true, but it would make sense. There are times, especially when I’m stoned and content, when I suddenly feel the need to tell someone I love them. And feel like someone else is supposed be there with me, but isn’t. And it’s not the feelings of new love and butterflies in the stomach. It feels like someone I love and am already very comfortable with is missing. I’ve always had an immense amount of pent-up romantic feelings in my heart that just have nowhere to outside of being expressed in art. Like I’ve always loved someone deeply,,, someone who never existed.

If this “soulmate” is real, I don’t actually expect that the universe will unite us. They could have been reborn on North Sentinel Island or as a microbe on freakin’ Mars for all I know. Hell, they may not even be here at all. But regardless of this, I still really wonder I actually loved someone enough to still feel in it in this lifetime. The love feels pure. Not perfect, but pure. Like I loved someone unconditionally despite their flaws. If they are real I hope that I will meet them after this life is over, at the very least.

I know it’s easy to brush off experiences like this as “this person is just lonely, there’s no past life stuff going on”. And yeah, I get why people do that. Loneliness can interfere with spiritual beliefs. But this is something I’ve felt since I was very small and wasn’t lonely or worried about dying alone. I’m still very hesitant to believe that I absolutely have a soulmate, but the possibility still makes me wonder.

What do people on this sub think? Is there anything here? I do also have other “quirks” and experiences that might be past life related, but are completely unrelated to romance or soulmate stuff. I just didn’t bring them up here because they seemed irrelevant.

Im 17 but I ready feel empty

And I feel like I learned my lesson

Actually y whole teens years was just lessons after lesson I didn’t grow up like normal teen anyway

And there no much of things I want to do anymore I just wanna rest or reincarnate in better circumstances

I’m tired my soul is tired of this life

I’m not suicidal I always did felt this way

The question I keep coming back to isn’t whether reincarnation happens. It’s what “you” actually are that persists when it does.

Most discussions focus on memories, whether fragments transfer, why they usually don’t. But memories might be the surface layer. What seems more interesting is what’s underneath.

When people describe near-death experiences, the consistent thing isn’t that they’re their same daily self, unchanged. It’s closer to the opposite. An expansion where the specific personality of this life feels smaller, more like a costume than the actual person. And yet there’s no loss of awareness. More like a recognition: oh, I’m something much larger than who I was in that body.

If that’s anywhere near accurate, then what carries forward isn’t the personality. It might be more like the shape of your understanding. The values you actually lived, not the ones you believed you had. The direction your soul was moving. A kind of accumulated orientation that survives even when the surface layer dissolves.

Which raises a harder question: if the personality reforms each time, what does it mean to say “I” will reincarnate? Is the “I” that continues the same one that lived this life? Or more like a river that keeps flowing after the water has completely changed?

Curious what others here think actually transfers, and whether you’ve had any experiences that gave you a direct sense of it.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​

That if you die from suicide you end up in dark place 😭meaning everything goes dark instead of reincarnating ?

I'm 16, but when I was 4, I used to tell my mother that I missed my family and my wife.

I won't go into details so I don't sound crazy, but I was like I was on another planet. At that time, I had a group of friends 
(whom I also want to reconnect with), but the person I really need is my wife, we'll call her "K."
I've had many signs from her, little things like feeling her presence, smelling scents, hearing small noises, or even feeling her touch. 
The last sign I received was during a shamanic journey where I was able to see her and hold her in my arms. Unfortunately, since that journey, 
I haven't had any sign of her, and I have no idea how to find her. I've tried the following things daily for two years: opening the third eye and crown chakra, astral projection, 
just letting it pass, guided meditation, and regression meditation.

I'm starting to run out of ideas. Please help me.

if you found out on the other side that you're a pleiadian or whatever starseed, you have a mate and adult children I'm wondering is it the same way you have children like do you have to reproduce physically to have them because the other side is very different its nothing like Earth, and also if you have a mate do you always have to be with your mate like let's say you don't want to be in a relationship anymore you wanna be alone is it possible? and the same goes for children do you have to be with them? because on the other side I guess you always wanna experience new things it's not like the 3D.

If I had seen a disturbing event I would be in a university shouting at professors that I did see something. I mean I cannot believe there are people who just keep quiet after the initial media drama. Why are people quiet and invisible even after witnessing something that world should really look in to? Because it looks like fraud when they don't push hard enough.

My sister has a nice house, husband, a good income and a baby on the way while I have a job that barely pays anything, no husband since I’m picky, barely can afford rent and struggling to conceive? What did I do wrong?