▲ 173 r/mtfashion
Casual summer outfit - does this count as boymode?
Wondering if I look too much like a boy in these shorts and a baggy t shirt. Sorry for the messy hair.
Du du du du
u/njsullyalex — 7 hours ago
u/njsullyalex
▲ 0 r/AskLGBT
At what point does the LGB part of the community stop supporting trans people when it becomes politically unviable/unsafe for them?
I’m surprised us trans people are still being supported by the wider community and not total social pariahs with how we’re now being labeled terrorists by the government. I’m scared that by associating with the wider LGBTQ+ community as a trans woman I’m putting a big target on everyone’s back and am more of a liability than anything. Trump still seems fine with LGB people and is instead specifically targeting trans people. At what point does the rest of the community disown us trans people to protect lesbians/gay men/bi people from losing their rights and safety?
u/njsullyalex — 10 hours ago
▲ 706 r/traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns2
Welp there goes the tiniest sliver of self esteem I had left…
Reposting to censor the user’s name
u/njsullyalex — 6 days ago
VATSIM doing King's Island dirty SMH my head...
Included Cedar Point but not King's Island... And let's not forget the GOAT park they left out, poor poor Stricker's Grove :(
u/njsullyalex — 6 days ago
▲ 22 r/Simracingstewards
Why can't I just go a race without causing an accident... Thought maybe I could redeem myself after the previous incident but nope...
I'm the pink white and purple car. What do I need to change about my driving style to prevent myself from wrecking opponents going forward because this keeps happening
u/njsullyalex — 6 days ago
I probably shouldn't have braked as hard for the corner knowing he was right behind me, I'm sorry for being a dirty driver...
What do I need to do differently
u/njsullyalex — 6 days ago
▲ 334 r/traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns2
I basically said something along the lines of >!I deserve to lose my rights and be V coded because I’m a shit sad excuse of a human being who just hurts people by existing!<. I was talking about myself, I don’t believe this about any other trans person. But I guess I’m right about being a shit person who hurts everyone around me even if it has nothing to do with being trans…
Feel free to ban me from this sub too mods
u/njsullyalex — 7 days ago
▲ 4 r/MtF
Title. Often the mistakes have nothing to do with me being trans, I just know how to hit myself where it hurts the most. I start saying stuff like "Trump is right and I deserve to be V coded" and compounding my anger by telling myself I'm endangering other women's rights and am a predator for trying to transition and look like a woman or use the women's bathroom...
I don't get why I have this deep seeded self hatred. I always then go back to the stuff my parents said when I came out as trans and blame myself for my parent's mental health and get angry at anyone who tries to make me feel better for "hugboxing" me. I'm sorry, I just got out of a bad spiral over something that had nothing to do with me being trans, I just wish there was a healthier way to get my frustrations out that didn't hurt anyone else other than directing it all inward...
Edit: I also just received a permaban from r/trans because I was having a crashout and said something rash there. Deserved on my part tbh, why am I like this like actually what is wrong with me
u/njsullyalex — 7 days ago
Currently taking 0.15 mL injections of estradiol valerate a week, 50 mg spironolactone a day, 200mg progesterone a day, no surgeries, just HRT and laser hair removal
u/njsullyalex — 4 days ago
▲ 26 r/GlowUps
Still a bit self conscious over how I look, though still an improvement from where I was before transition. I finally actually like my body and how I’m perceived.
u/njsullyalex — 8 days ago
▲ 100 r/flightsim
Ex AAL MD-83, N9681B just returned to the air IRL on its way to a new airline, so I decided to recreate the first leg of its ferry journey out of Roswill, NM in MSFS! https://www.flightaware.com/live/flight/N9681B/history/20260428/1600Z/KROW/KOPF
While its unconfirmed what airline she's going to yet, most likely she'll be going to Africa Express Airways in Kenya to replace an MD-82 that they lost in a runway overrun back in 2024. Wishing her luck on her new lease of life!
Addon is Leonardo FlyTheMaddogX 20th Anniversary edition, apologies for the hastily modified livery based on another I found on flightsim.to but I changed the tail number and forward fuselage markings on it to match the real N9681B. First time taking the Maddog up to FL370 in the sim, achieved thanks to me only loading 4 passengers on the flight!
u/njsullyalex — 9 days ago
▲ 79 r/InfowarriorRides
u/njsullyalex — 10 days ago
▲ 107 r/bettafish
I’ve had her about 3 weeks, why haven’t her stress stripes gone away? 10 gallon tank, ammonia 0, nitrites 0, nitrates around 20ppm, temperature 79-80 degrees F. She eats normally (quite a lot in fact)
I bought her at the local PetCo.
u/njsullyalex — 15 days ago