My baby has a very rare genetic disease and I can't deal
My son was diagnosed with a very rare genetic disease when he was 5 months old. He is our first and only. It took a very long time for me personally to be ready to have kids and then we experienced losses. When I finally got my rainbow baby I am hit with this diagnosis. His disease will affect his motor, speech, and cognitive skills. We do not know what the future looks like for him since this is so rare. On top of this news I am having a hard time day by day just taking care of my beautiful boy. When he cries I can't deal. This may be a sign of post partum depression, or new mom stress, or he's more difficult than most babies, or all the above. When he cries, for what feels like forever lately, I spiral down and think "is this going to be everyday?". I want to comfort him and make him happy but there is no one going through what we are going through to reach out to for advice. If one more person hears our story and tries to relate with "oh my baby was colicky too" I will scream. My poor husband must be tired of taking care of a crying baby and a crying wife. This is me venting but also asking out there for some encouraging words or stories of your special need kids. ❤️