r/TeenHerIndia

same as title

18F and i never dated. I never felt like I met a person to date. I have no guy friends. I don't feel like any guy is it! Most of the guys I met were disrespectful or shy. I have met a few guys who do talk well but they only talk Abt their love life. Nothing wrong with it but i just want a friend to chit chat rather than to be a therapist. I just wanted to have a male friends a bond yk how a we female have. Dating is to foreign for me. I used to dream of a teenage romance but since I'm at this point... I just feel like I should only prioritize myself and self growth..Dating needs time and effort. I'm planning to build myself. College, gym, skincare, side hustle and quality self time. Will consume all my time and energy. Honestly i have come to a point where I'm not able to even maintain a best friend.

today we’re my class 12 board results. as a pcmb student i scored way more than i expected. i thought id get 60-70% but got 89%. i was as expected very happy, went to my mother beaming with happiness. she muttered a congratulations and told me send her the ss so that she can send it to other ppl. after i sent it she said and i quote “you ruined my sleep by screaming so loudly. this wasn’t even something worth reacting like this to”
hearing that i was very very sad ofc so i went to my room and tried to study for my cuet.
then on que my boyfriend called. from my tone he realised i was sad and asked me what happened. he instead of comforting me or atleast offering fake sympathy decided to tell me how i might be overreacting and how my mother was probably just really tired. now i don’t know if im acting too sensitive but hearing shit like that just made me even more sad so i ended the call and just bawled my eyes for 2 hours. uske baad i decided to study and when i was studying he kept sending me reels abt how much he loved me and what not. i ignored it all.
now my father told me we should go out for dinner and i said no cs i wanted to study i told my mother to just make maggi for me (comfort food hehe) she made it and called me downstairs to eat.
now i have glasses which naturally when i don’t use my eyes hurt hence i used eye drops and went downstairs. she thought i was crying and started yelling at me abt how sensitive i am and i cry at everything and anything even pointless things.
that rlly broke me tbh so i just took my plate and went upstairs.
idek who to talk to in situations like these. whenever something emotionally overwhelming happens to me i just tough it out tho im not sure if thats a good thing
anyways thank you for reading my rant. i feel more lighter now

You ever just go like "I'm so nasty", " I'm such a w*ore" etc after you're done with the deed. Like I was horny rn so I went through my stash and just had this epiphany that what type of shitty stuff am I even gooning to? Ok look ik the like between fantasy and reality and trust me— I'd NEVER want any of my fantasy to actually happen to me or anyone because well that's straight up heinous. But I tell myself that a fantasy is a fantasy but like idk it just hit me rn that I'm lowkey disgusting. Maybe I'm not. Idk.

And I'm still horny but now I feel disgusted by myself and I'm just wallowing in self hatred and I needed to share this. But I don't want creepy dms because then I'll just feel more disgusted hence here I am.

I am new so MODS please don't delete yarr, approve kar dijiye😭 i need validation or I'm literally so close to a mental breakdown and my mum is here so I can't fucking cry. HELP.

Making someone your only source of happiness & depending on them emotionally can lead to emotional wreckage Once you feel like they're fading away.

My first relationship. Fights happened and now I'm miserable. He said he isn't going anywhere. So I decided to give him some space. For a whole week.

It's just day 4th. And in these 4 days, I daily wake up with a weird anxiety in my chest. cold sensations all over. In my ears as well. And I feel like vomiting, sometimes I do, sometimes not. I feel no energy in my body. almost lifeless. and I feel so anxious.

By noon, I am doing good, going on with my day, even fine at night.

what happens as soon as I wake up? it feels like a loop. Can anyone please help me?

This is a genuine question and I have seen this (generally) also I really respect girls and i know many of them are nationalist but as much as I have seen on social media and around me the no of girls who are nationalist is less than the no of boys (teens)

No need to read this. just venting. ty.

I hope that day comes soon when I don't think of you while looking at ayushmann khurana.

The day I can restart listening to softcore DHH without thinking about the playlist you curated for me.

I hope to despise every love song that you wanted to add in the makeout playlist.

I hate the fact that I can't hate you coz you did nothing wrong.

But ig I was being a huge burden on you, so here, I let go of you.

Bear with me guys. It's my first afterall.

Created a fake profile on ig today.. cuz I'm not allowed to create a real one.. deleted it immediately..
Saw all my school friends' accounts.. all of them going out , having fun, having guy friends , going to cafes and js enjoying life.
Here I'm crying over my mom harassing me... don't have enough guts to ask for a single pack of chips or smth. Being called "ugly", "worthless" , etc. by my own parents.. and maybe I am the things they say. I'm at a point where even breadcrumbs of love , care and affection sound like a luxury.
I've become so damn introverted and shy that I can't even talk to my relatives. And that's why everyone thinks I'm arrogant.

I might get to experience some of it later ..but I'll never be this young , naive, dumb and 17 again

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So I (17F) and my friend (16M, let's call him J) are in the same school, have been since last year. He's a close friend of mine, one of my best friends, rather. We were both in the same section of 10th last year, and are in the same section for 11th this year.

Now, I have never had any kind of romantic feeling or anything for J, he has always just been a close friend of mine. Like our humour matches up, we're pretty much like playfully mean to each other and all that.

Now a few weeks ago, our gc was talking about going to the mall in our city for a meetup before a lot of the kids left for 11th. I wanted to go, but a few of the people who went I dont have a good relationship with, and I'd feel awkward. So I told J this, like jokingly that "oh now my plans are ruined, I wanted to go out" and he responds with "oh yeah I wanted to go too, let's just go together separately from the group". I agreed, because it seemed like a good way to hang out. So we go there, and he's trying to be like almost strangely polite and stuff, not like how he normally is. I thought, ok thats just because we're in public right now. Now we hung out, he wouldn't really let me pay for like coffee and stuff (I did manage to pay still, so yay 🫶). Whilst I was leaving, he said *something* about a date, but I didn't hear him over the traffic, and it felt weird asking about it later.

A few days ago, he told me he apparently had a crush on me last year in 10th grade. I was really shocked, because I'd never suspected anything like that. I asked him if he still felt that way, and he said no and I was really relieved tbh. I dont like him romantically, and probably never will, but I don't want to loose one of my best friends, so it was a relief to hear he didn't feel that way anymore.

So, there's a trend going abt rn about may 13th, that the date sounds like "mein tera" in Hindi, and everyone posts their significant lover or crush or wtv to the song on their stories. Now, I obv didn't have anyone to post (I've never dated, and i dont plan to before entering college) so i just kind of let it be. But J posts a reel on his story that says "either post me to this song on your story or block me" and on the bottom it says "sending this to her at 30 likes" and i thought it was fun. So today, at school, i ask him who the girl is he wanted to send that to, and he kept avoiding the question. A mutual friend of ours was teasing him abt it in front of me at the canteen and it was just a funny thing, so I didn't think much of it, really.

But after school, we were waiting for our cars to come pick us up, he asks me if I could post him on my close friends story. I agree, thinking it's just for like moral support or like if anyone asks he can just say my name or wtv idk. So I post the reel, and then he says I have to post a picture of him with the song not the reel. I dont have a picture of him in my phone though, so I said I couldn't do that, and after a bit of going back and forth, he says to just leave it.

Idk if he likes me, I hope not, but I just don't know.

Is waiting to be loved and cared by someone who won't leave you broken in the end worth? Not just romantic relationships (never been in one, don't think anyone will ever wanna be with me).. any kinda relationship.. Do you actually feel loved at some point in life? Is it worth the wait?

Idk if it sounds ..idk... attention seeking (?) . I've never been vocal about my feelings until how good all the support I got on reddit made me feel. The only human interactions (the ones which make you believe that a tiny bit of humanity does exsist) I have are on this app.

I'm not a complete saint ig. I've lied to my friends (to protect one of my other friend's identity) and lost em all . It just feels damn lonely when it's just me , my thoughts and insecurities.

what doesn't kills you causes a weird cold sensation in your chest & throat & keeps you awake at night.

Soo im creating a fun gc for for us (m and f both can join creeps would be thrown out) comment or dm to join

so can we like start a reddit gc for ourselves 🥰🥰, i totally forgot this subreddit existed, i was an active member back :((((

so how bout we make a gc or is it a flop idea 😢😢😢😢

the emojis are /s