u/SadBandicoot6720

My mother calls me jatthi. Like, whenever I do anything wrong (chores) or don't do something. Or whenever I don't do something she wants or doesn't work out her way. Or whenever she's angry. And just verbally abuses me. Condescends. Reveals my very trusted things I told her when I felt vulnerable or felt like sharing. And still brings my 8th and 12th grade ko marks.

I hate my parents. They are sometimes super loving. Keyword: sometimes. I am leaving my parents' house the minute I finish my undergrad.

What also makes me sad is ki, even my friends or supposed enemies haven't called me slurs the amount my mother has.

Man, ngl sometimes, whenever I am carrying some heavy utensil and my mother's back is turned, tauko Ma handim jasto hunxa. Like, yeah.

My mother pretty, father lwk not that good looking. She's always like if you'd had skin like mine. Hair like mine. This that. You look like your father. Indirectly and in summary saying, you so chopped would have mogged if you looked like me.

Whenever someone says ooh she lwk like her dad and my mother's always like, ooh she'd have been so diff and better if she looked like me🫩

Nowadays she says this all the time. Pahila ta grades good so she took out fault at other aspects. Aile science liyera moreko xu ani marks ni average aaunxa ta, bau ko topic aayepaxi tyastai bhanxa.

I am going bald cuz of stress and pressure tara, who cares? Would have looked better if I had her thick, silky hair.

TL;DR: I am not saying ki i ugly or am insecure or shii😭 I just saying ki my mother's narcissistic and embarasses me infront of others all the time.

I should have taken law instead of science. At least I would have liked what I'd taken and not be so depressed about it. Atp rn I don't even want to study. Poverty scares me but the pressure is killing me.

I am not talking about boards here.