I feel like I am very weird for this.
So I get lonely a lot I have irl friends but they don’t help with my loneliness. I just miss having someone I can spend time with everyday watch stuff together play games together and do nsfw stuff together. I feel weird for saying that but I wish I could have someone I could do all that stuff with whenever I see that someone has someone like that and I don’t I get a lonely feeling and have suicidal thoughts am I weird for this? I spend most of my days online gaming and watch stuff. I am not use to talking about wanting to have someone I can do sexual stuff with and it makes me feel like I’m weird for wanting someone like that I can hang around and do stuff like that with.