u/loser__lesbian

He does chip reviews sometimes and he’s a cool dude 👀

He’s one of my favorite food reviewers and sometimes posts ice cream stuff

I am so tan for my ethnicity and it makes me have such bad internalized colorism. My sister has such pretty pale skin and she’s just objectively more attractive than I am. I’m so jealous that she has curves and I’m so flat. I have these bruises from like falling and doing dumb shit as a kid and I hate them so much that I havent worn shorts for four years. I’m planning to get some tattoos to cover them up. I hate how I give off masculine vibes (no hate to masculine presenting individuals) but I wish I was feminine with soft features. I hate every single picture I’m in. I’ve felt like this for so long and developed an eating disorder to cope with my depression. How do

I stop thinking about this every damn moment

I don’t know if it’s the food I’ve been eating or like cleanliness but I’ve been having persistent back acne for about 4 years now. I eat some junk food but not all the time and sometimes when I take a bath my skin can get irritated. I don’t have facial acne really but back acne makes me so insecure to wear tank tops

It’s a classic lesbian stereotype but god is it painful. If this is how hard being a lesbian is, genuinely that’s so exhausting. I’m so scared of ever getting into a relationship because I know I’ll get hurt. I was so depressed and developed body image and eating disorders because I liked her. I hated that I had feelings for someone who was straight, I genuinely felt like such a pervert and creep. I stopped talking to her for 5 months and it hurt like hell. She never noticed but every time she walked in the room, I always looked for her. It hurts so badly, I miss her. We talk now but I feel like I’ve ruined it even though she doesn’t even know I feel this way for her.