u/QueasyAnt1929

My family ever since as a child were dieting so I am not a stranger to the weird and gimmicky 90’s early 2000’s diets. I was a thin child but as I hit puberty I began to gain a little bit of weight and ever since I felt super fat (now looking back it’s just how my body looks I am curvy) everyone around me made comment about it and I hated it. Now I’ve taken a GLP-1 lost some weight and gained just a little bit back and I have been restricting ever since. I’ve been craving pasta so bad and I ate some and felt horribly guilty. I just realized I never felt like I deserve the food I am eating it’s just always guilt. How do I stop?

I’m looking for documentaries that are genuinely educational, politically aware, and actually engaging to watch. I’m Palestinian and pretty left-leaning, so I’m especially interested in documentaries that help explain how the world works through the lenses of history, colonialism, capitalism, labor, media, war, propaganda, inequality, climate, and power structures.

This seems silly, but I truly love painting, and I usually just paint and keep fixing until something that looks okay forms. I want to be able to paint strategically. I love John Singer Sargent’s style, but I have a full-time job, and I barely have 3 hours as a break in my whole day. What do you suggest I do? I want to be able to paint well. I am not the best in terms of technical abilities.

What do you suggest I do? Do you have tutorials I can follow?

احس كتثير ناس سواء في الشغل او جامعة او اي مكان فيه تواصل مستمر احس الناس شوية يخافو مني. هل انا offputting? مع اني ماعمري زعلت احذ وبالعكس دايمًا عادي وامزح واحاول اكون لطيفة بس احس مدري كدا دايمًا يجيني احساس انه فيه ناس متوترين مني او يتجنبوني.

طفشانة طلعانة روحي

Let me know how it lands!

ايش افضل ورش تصلح الماني فجدة؟

I feel like I’m always in the background. Rarely feeling seen anywhere. Does that ever change?

At work, someone once told me, “I always forget you’re here because you’re very quiet.” My new boss sent company-wide emails and somehow left me out. More than once, I’ve just… not been added to meetings.

At home, it’s been like this for as long as I can remember. My family would forget to tell me things, and it still happens. My dad once introduced everyone to a stranger and forgot to introduce me. I once heard my brother, who lives abroad, say, “I forgot to bring her anything.” It stuck with me more than it should have.

My mom listens to everyone else, but never really has the space to hear me. At work, my boss constantly praises my coworker and can’t say anything positive about me without comparing me to him first.

I’ve never really felt noticed, even for the opposite gender. I’m almost 30 and still feel invisible most of the time.

Does this ever get better?

Time will tell but i’ve given up

للاسف كل ما اصاحب احد اكتشف امراض نفسية الا من رحم ربي؟ الدوام مليئ بالمجانين. خارج الدوام فيه فرص قليل و ناس شوية غريبة. الاغلب اللي أشوفهم شايفين انفسهم احسن ناس و عقول مقفلة وعنصرية والخ.

والله كل شوية افول فقدت الامل بس بداخلي امل ولكن دي المرة منجد.

الحمدلله عندي اصدقاء ولكن ازعل من باقي الناس ليش صرنا ك مجتمع كدا؟

مابغى انكد على احد واقوله دا الكلام لان طلعت روحي

الكل مايفكر الا بنفسه واكتشف بعد سنين ان اشخاص أفكرهم اصدقائي فجاة يتغيرو ويصيرو يعلقو تعليقات غريبة تحسسني ان مابداخلهم نتن

العيب فيني لاني حمارة