u/ParfaitSoggy4629

Tumambay ako dun, grabe HAHAHAHA. May magpost lang na babae na nagsabing may trabaho siya kahit na di naman iyon ang tigapoint out talaga but the comments reek of insecurity, and malice like chill, it's 2026 HAHAHA (girl literally mentioned her career in the most generalized way possible, ni hindi nga specific, it was one word bruh haha). Tapos dapat hindi high body count ng girl pero sila oks lang because you don't pay the full price daw for something used like HAHAHAH. Una rin daw na napapansin is boobs and butt then biglang bawi na it's not sexualizing talagang it just catches the eye (sige maybe this is true so i'll let it slide) pero iyong magsasabi na if a girl dresses in fitted clothes, she just wants attention from other men, sobrang far fetched, the world does not revolve around u HAHAHAH. Worst ata na nabasa ko is a guy and a girl can't be friends kasi yung guy daw magooffer ng protectiveness and security sa girl pero the guy expects intimacy and yun lang daw talaga ang habol nila sa friendship with the other sex.

Hay, ewan, ig we all have some issues talaga. Di ko lang maatim na ganon yung views nila kasi diba example magkakaanak ka tapos babae, would you rather say na paglaki mo be submissive to your husband, no need to work, just be his peace, and wag ka makipagfriends kasi sex lang ang habol nila sayo, it's too stupid bro HAHAHAH. Creep behavior. If I were to have a child, whatever gender pa yan, gusto ko maging successful sila and that they can stand on their own, and kapag maghahanap sila ng partner, it should be someone that treats them as their equal.

Maybe because I'm still young but I always liked pretty boys like as in PRETTY boys. Bata palang ako talaga, was never team Jerry Yan kasagsagan ng meteor garden replays HAHAHA. Ig i knew who i was from a very young age lol. Yung tipong mukhang tutumba sa kunting ihip lang ng hangin, someone who looks delicate, and someone with a mesmerizing gaze, long lashes and clean eyebrows. Gets niyo ba? haha. Yung mga ganon kasing nakikita ko, tipong nakasalubong lang eh lol tapos di na makikita ulit. Someone cute, and positive but not too loud lalo na pessimist ako.

I actually have a weird term for this: frail, sickly, pretty, a bit sharp feminine looking guys HAHAHAH

Best examples (lookwise): Hwang Minhyun in Lovely Liar haha, Nate Archibald (oo yung show character look mismo lol), and Kyoya Honda

I missed a quiz and activity in the same subject last night. There was a power outage but if i did it sooner, i could have been on time. I don't know how to message my prof since i already talked about a missed quiz to him before which he let me take and i had no valid reason then, just pretty much said i forgot but in a way that would make him permit me to take it plus one time, my laptop time was late for almost 4 minutes and i thought i still was not late but when i submitted my activity, it indicated a minute late which i also told him before and he reconsidered. Now if i tell him about this new quiz again and activity that i had not done because of the power outage, that would just be bullshit. I don't know why i keep sabotaging my life. It's like i don't even know how to live. I am 18 days late on a project that my prof has not called me out yet, prolly because she still has not checked that i submitted a locked empty file, i had tons of late projects on different subjects before, and i can't even keep track of what i need to do. I feel like whatever effort i try to save this semester would just end up in vain. I'm barely passing class, missed a few lecture attendances too and this online class mode is just not for me. I feel so bad for my parents that pay for my living expenses yet I'm not doing anything to save myself from drowning. I feel like I need to be squeezed? if that makes sense like i need a really really tight hug because something in my chest always feel tingly and browsing the internet or writing bullshit to escape from this feeling calms me down.

I missed a quiz and activity in the same subject last night. There was a power outage but if i did it sooner, i could have been on time. I don't know how to message my prof since i already talked about a missed quiz to him before which he let me take and i had no valid reason then, just pretty much said i forgot but in a way that would make him permit me to take it plus one time, my laptop time was late for almost 4 minutes and i thought i still was not late but when i submitted my activity, it indicated a minute late which i also told him before and he reconsidered. Now if i tell him about this new quiz again and activity that i had not done because of the power outage, that would just be bullshit. I don't know why i keep sabotaging my life. It's like i don't even know how to live. I am 18 days late on a project that my prof has not called me out yet, prolly because she still has not checked that i submitted a locked empty file, i had tons of late projects on different subjects before, and i can't even keep track of what i need to do. I feel like whatever effort i try to save this semester would just end up in vain. I'm barely passing class, missed a few lecture attendances too and this online class mode is just not for me. I feel so bad for my parents that pay for my living expenses yet I'm not doing anything to save myself from drowning. I feel like I need to be squeezed? if that makes sense like i need a really really tight hug because something in my chest always feel tingly and browsing the internet or writing bullshit to escape from this feeling calms me down.

I missed a quiz and activity in the same subject last night. There was a power outage but if i did it sooner, i could have been on time. I don't know how to message my prof since i already talked about a missed quiz to him before which he let me take and i had no valid reason then, just pretty much said i forgot but in a way that would make him feel guilty plus one time, my laptop time was late for almost 4 minutes and i thought i still was not late but when i submitted my activity, it indicated a minute late which i also told him before and he reconsidered. Now if i tell him about this new quiz again and activity that i had not done because of the power outage, that would just be bullshit. I don't know why i keep sabotaging my life. It's like i don't even know how to live. I am 18 days late on a project that my prof has not called me out yet, prolly because she still has not checked that i submitted a locked empty file, i had tons of late projects on different subjects before, and i can't even keep track of what i need to do. I feel like whatever effort i try to save this semester would just end up in vain. I'm barely passing class, missed a few lecture attendances too and this online class mode is just not for me. I feel so bad for my parents that pay for my living expenses yet I'm not doing anything to save myself from drowning. I feel like I need to be squeezed? if that makes sense like i need a really really tight hug because something in my chest always feel tingly and browsing the internet or writing bullshit to escape from this feeling calms me down.

oo sakin

I have another problem.

I fucking forgot that the rescheduled exam for those who was not able to attend last time would be today and i can't fucking go there now because i have nothing in my brain stored, i havent reviewed and i am already 5 minutes late. FUCK MY LIFE I GENUINELY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO RIGHT NOW WHY THE FUCK AM I JEOPARDIZING MYSELF

OUR SEMESTER IS ALREADY ENDING TOO, I DONT KNOW IF HE CAN STILL RESCHED

Update: the exam got rescheduled because apparently all profs in the entire dept are busy with some shit so everyone who was rescheduled won't take the exam tosay

Tried pulling an all nighter, bitch got stuck watching astronaut videos, tried working in the morning, bitch slept in the afternoon, tried going to a friend for a body double, time passed and only got distracted by talking and shit, tried going to the library, literally the uni lib is closed (we're doing online classes this week), stayed for an hour doomscrolling at our gate trying to decide where to go, what to do and still ended up with nothing. I feel like I can't do any other project if i don't do this, im so fucking scared, what if my prof sees that I locked the drive link i submitted. It's exams week tomorrow and i'm still stuck on something most my classmates are done already. What if she doesn't accept the project anymore?

PLEASE HELP ME GET OUT OF THE LOOP.

I JUST WANT TO START.

SERTRALINE IS NOT HELPING.

PS: I apparently don't have ADHD according to my psych since i was not unruly as a child before (im a girl) but i read similar experiences here so maybe you all can help.

I keep going anxious to avoidance to distractions to guilt to avoidance to sleep to anxious again.

edit: the project is basically watching three 7–10-minute presentations about our seniors' app development project then answering the same 6 guide questions per presentation then a reflection paper. Honestly, i'm not the worst at writing, it's just so hard for me to sit through the lecture videos.

Tried pulling an all nighter, bitch got stuck watching astronaut videos, tried working in the morning, bitch slept in the afternoon, tried going to a friend for a body double, time passed and only got distracted by talking and shit, tried going to the library, literally the uni lib is closed (we're doing online classes this week and they locked the library for some reason), stayed for an hour doomscrolling at our gate trying to decide where to go, what to do and still ended up with nothing. I can't do any other project if i don't do this, im so fucking scared, what if my prof sees that I locked the drive link i submitted.

PLEASE HELP ME GET OUT OF THE LOOP.

I JUST WANT TO START.

SERTRALINE IS NOT HELPING.

I keep going anxious to avoidance to distractions to guilt to avoidance to sleep to anxious again.

I searched for her account since I wanna reread Wrong Attachment Received pero disabled convo niya and her bio is also strange. It says: "i had fun here." Did she leave? nag announce ba siya?

I've gotten so much worse, so dysfunctional, and so lazy eversince i started this meds. She said I still kept some OC traits which causes my exec dysfunction even if i told her countless of times, i'm suspecting ADHD. (I used to be her patient for OCD). Do I stop this meds? I've been having so many overdue assignments recently and i think one of the reasons why is because of this