u/OkZombie2202

i want to die so fucking bad everything is over why did i tell her why do i tell her anything

I told my mom how claustrophobic I am in my skin and she kept trying to comfort me with “that’s a normal teenager thing, everyone feels like that.” I’ve dealt with plenty of teenage insecurity. It isn’t comparable. Teenage insecurity really sucks but it doesnt make you want to shoot yourself immediately every time you hear your own voice. It doesn’t make you want to shatter your own legs in hopes they’ll heal longer. Insecurity is awful but it’s a coughing baby next to dysphoria. I just want to die. I don’t care if everyone says they support me and that they‘ll accept my transition, no amount of support will ever make me male.I want access to the pill cabinet again

I feel so terrible like I disappointed her. I felt so claustrophobic and incorrect in my flesh suit that I had to destroy it and I cut my legs and tried to get the deepest one infected (wont go into it because its kinda gross) and then I beat myself to bruise as punishment for relapsing. I’m already planning how to hurt myself tomorrow. I Feel so horrible, I let her down after she told me last week she was proud of me

I constantly feel physically ill with dysphoria and anxiety and I cant take it. I just want to die. Euthanization is genuinely humane for “people” like me

i came out and thought it went well but my grandmother outed me to literally everyone and now i dont know what to do. e veryone is being supportive but i don’t want them to know im a tranny i dont want to be a tranny i just want to be a normal male i want to kill myself and maybe next time ill end up normal

Hi! I’m a transsexual male and I haven’t gotten my legal gender marker changed yet so sadly it still says F. Do I need to put female on the gender section of my application? Will I get in legal trouble if I put M/will my application get dumped if I put prefer not to answer?

Trying to decide on my next piercings so I was looking through piercing filters and SO. FUCKING. MANY of them add blush and mascara to your face without saying it. It’s so obviously made for women and it makes me so absurdly dysphoric seeing myself in a full face of makeup. I know it’s a stupid thing to get worked up about but holy fuck it feels terrible to see. How hard can it be to just add “+ mascara” to the end of the name

I have no hope. I have to wait 9 more months until I can get hrt legally and my family would shit their pants if I mentioned DIY. Its so fucking over its so over fuck fuck my life I wish I could just be normal