I am a Pisces woman and I never really knew how a Pisces man is like. Are they just as emotional as Pisces women? How did they differ from Pisces women?
For me it was someone who broke my trust in many ways that I just could not recover from it. At first I was kind of fighting the breakup but I wasn't really fighting for us to get back together but I was really fighting for things to just go back what they were even though things would never go back to the way they were ever again and I was deep down inside and denial but now I came to acceptance and I know deep down inside that sends I cannot trust this person I would never want to talk to this person again! It got me to the point where I'm not even looking to date anytime soon and wanting to focus on other things. I heck I don't even know if I will date ever again period! I swear it was so bad for me that it felt like I was in the Jerry Springer Show except without all the physical fighting but with all that was revealed to me and it just kept piling up until I was in deep despair! I'm better than what I was but I don't feel like I will ever be the same again and so with that being said it's very easy to go no contact with this person!
You think that the person is into you and that they really like you a lot. They even go as far as to call you their boyfriend or their girlfriend and they even go exclusive with you. Everything is going good and you guys are constantly seeing each other and you actually think you're building something with this person! But boom suddenly they break up with you and tell you that they're not ready for a relationship and that they're not over their EX! You tell them from the very beginning that you want a committed relationship and they look at you straight in the eyes and tell you the same thing but then after the breakup the whole time they never really meant anything they said and you wonder what else they've been lying about? Your world come Crashing Down and you feel like your love life is cursed and all that you keep attracting is people that are still not over their EX. You start to realize that maybe people just never Choose You and maybe you're just destained to be alone. It's like all you want is just love but then some people you can see the red flags right away but then you don't see it until the wool is pulled out of your eyes when they break it off with you and tell you that they still love their EX and the next thing you know you just dealt with a wolf in sheep's clothing! You don't even know if you could even trust anybody else to date again. Has this ever happened to you before?
I have been struggling to eat and it's like my stomach feels like I ate a bunch of food when I didn't and not only that the cramps just feel very bad and a lot of times it seems to affect my stomach a lot and I start getting IBS symptoms. I'm getting a laparoscopy at the end of July if everything works out with my insurance and my blood test and they're going to see if I have endometriosis. I can't be the only one who loses their appetite when they start PMSing and also I know I heard many things about people with endometriosis gaining a bunch of weight but has anyone on here actually lost a lot of unintentional weight because of it?
I should have listened to my intuition and I truly thought that this person was the one for me and I thought that this person had my best interest at heart and truly wanted to build something with me but then the day before I break up he just felt emotionally distant like he was physically there but emotionally and he was just there to be there and wasn't really as affectionate and barely even looked at me like he was just there out of obligation of a promise he made to get together. But then later that night I was laying with him on the couch and we were watching videos but then as he was scrolling through something else I saw three dating apps and we agreed to be exclusive and he still did not delete his dating apps and he was looking through the notifications and I just started bawling out my eyes and started crying and I left because I felt myself having a second anxiety attack and the next day he broke up with me and told me that he realized that he wasn't ready for a relationship and not only that he was still not over his ex-girlfriend. My intuition was telling me this whole time that he was not being truthful to me but I kept ignoring it to see the good but now I learned that if something is usually too good to be true you need to listen to your intuition and your intuition will tell you in many ways that's something isn't right pay attention to your emotions, pay attention to their actions and words and pay attention to those anxious feelings even if things seem to be going good. I guess we Pisces are just more intuitive than we thought! Although I'm still hurt over this I know that it is for the best that we broke up and I will never really trust this person again.
Although I will move on my trust is gone especially after what happened the last time we hung out and the things that he revealed during our breakup which he never really made me aware of when we were dating. I no in time that I will move on from him but I never want to see him again and I never want to hear his voice again!
It feels like a betrayal when you guys agreed to go exclusive it will be different if you guys both had a conversation about still keeping the dating apps but if you agreed to go exclusive and you're still on dating apps or at least thinking about going back on them it's like they are trying to keep their options open and then after things don't work out they'll be right back on it! They will choose the dating apps over you and are not trustworthy! Like when things get hard or they get bored and then you got to worry about them going on the dating apps and if they're cheating! It feels like I've been stabbed and am shattered into a million pieces. I ruined Mother's Day and I was so heavily anxious that I was crying for hours. I tried to talk myself into getting over it but I would get worse and plus on top of that I didn't have a good night's sleep so I definitely couldn't go over and I didn't want to be an emotional when I went to her house. Out of all the days why mother's day to wait to break up!?!
I am now depressed and had to cancel Mother's Day because I'm severely depressed crying my eyes out and I did not sleep well on top of that. I feel sick to my stomach and I'm having severe physical anxiety attacks. I hate what he did! He seemed like the perfect boyfriend but he was hiding a secret all along! I text my psychiatrist because the anxiety meds that he gave me did not work at all. It's like what's wrong with me why can't I be normal? I ruined my mom's mother's Day. I ruined Everybody's Day!
I am now depressed and had to cancel Mother's Day because I'm severely depressed crying my eyes out and I did not sleep well on top of that. I feel sick to my stomach and I'm having severe physical anxiety attacks. I hate what he did! He seemed like the perfect boyfriend but he was hiding a secret all along! I text my psychiatrist because the anxiety meds that he gave me did not work at all. It's like what's wrong with me why can't I be normal?
I don't understand why people cannot be honest from the beginning. They agreed to be in a relationship with you and be exclusive with you but yet they're on a dating app and then they break up with you and tell you that they were still not over their last ex and they still had some feelings for them. I was looking for love and that person made me think that they wanted something serious with me but the whole time Knowing damn well that they are not over their EX. Now I don't even want to go back on dating apps. I want to get over this pain. Even though a part of me feels peace over it I just still feel a lot of grief. I thought I could trust him but now I don't even see him the same anymore because I'm just beyond shattered. I'm not fully surprised that we broke up but I'm more upset about the fact that he wasn't honest with me from the very beginning and would have not wasted my time if you knew that he wasn't ready. 💔
Would you be able to ever trust this person again or would it be immediately game over AKA break up? If you confront them about it and they say they're not active on it and only seeing you would you trust it or would you not? Were you ever able to work through this or were you just not able to? This kind of feels like a breach of trust especially when you both mutually agree to be exclusive and you guys are dating only to find out that they have dating apps. If we are both exclusive with each other then there isn't really a reason to have them on and it seems very deceptive or it seems like they're trying to keep their options open. It feels like I got cheated on even if you don't have evidence. My heart feels like it got shattered into a million pieces and I just don't know how to deal with it. Especially since today is Mother's Day. I was cheated on in the past and I feel like I'm right back into that pain. I thought this person wanted to be exclusive with me and I thought they were feeling the same way but I can't help but feel that maybe they're just trying to keep their options open and just keeping it around in case it didn't work out when I deleted my dating apps when we both agreed to be exclusive. How the hell do I get over this pain? It feels like I was lied to and this person wasn't fully honest with me and I feel betrayed. 💔
I have had bad experiences with birth control. Me and my boyfriend are trying condoms but the last brand he tried was not only tight but it made him lose feeling. We are going to try another brand of condoms. Except this one is non latex will he be able to feel anything? I don't get how it made him losing erection and it gave him the feeling that it was too tight. How does that happen when he is average size? I'm getting My tubes are moved during a laparoscopy procedure of diagnosing endometriosis which I'm going to have other things removed as well. I am also afraid of iuds because of stories that I heard with them of course I would most likely go with a non-hormonal one.
So at the end of the summer I'm having a laparoscopy for endometriosis and my endometriosis specialist told me that if I still wanted to go ahead with the tube removal he said he'll do it and I am still very adamant on it which he said we will do it and I signed a document. Another thing is that in my left ovary it's causing a lot of pain and they found in the transvaginal ultrasound that it is much larger than the other ovary on my right side which my right side doesn't really have pain. I was thinking about telling my endometriosis specialist if he could remove my left ovary since it's causing so much pain and I know that's not a cure for endometriosis but if it will help with some of the pain it will be worth it. Did you guys experience complications from it or even getting your tubes removed? I already know that I don't want to be a mother and my new partner doesn't either thank goodness!