Besides the stereotypical cases of Liberty University where people get married after a week knowing each other or after like 2 dates, what would be the realistic minimum duration between knowing someone, dating and getting married?
And here I am, with a bachelor's degree in engineering, which took me 5 years to graduate, without a single job offer after hundreds of applications. If I were born as a cute little girl my life would've been so much easier.
I do admit that she's pretty and short but she's not even using her face and instead has some weird anime girl profile to drain money out of creeps from the internet. I mean being short and pretty definately would attract creeps, but still.
Like why the heck am I such a chopped guy if my cousin's a pretty girl??? It makes no sense, at least I could've been a pretty boy but I guess she won the generic lottery and I lost.
Literally I can't act normal near girls I find at least a slight bit of them attractive. How do some guys talk to them and ending up dating them? Like how? I can't even imagine myself doing that.
If the population is large, there is a slight chance for it to have some outliers within the samples which means there might be a woman with a weird taste that might like me.
But if the population is like this where there's literally nobody around, there's no hope. Yes I'm chopped so I won't have a chanve anyways, but this is a whole different story.
"Why are you looking at the mirror in the first place bro this one's on you"
I had to shave cause there was an interview. It doesn't help though cause I look grotesque anyways. I'm losing hope on getting a job at this point. Why can't I get a job when literally everyone else gets one?
If I were a good looking guy with long legs, a small head and a great physique, I might've had the confidence to try talking to 6ft+ tall beautiful girls, maybe could've been able to pull one who might be able to give me a job as well
But since I'm not even close to handsome, or even average, I'm just down on the floor scrolling through my usual racist/sexist/antisemitic reels which I don't know why they're recommended to me cause I'm neither of those three.
I know fetishizing another human being for their background or whatever is wrong but it doesn't change that there are people who are like that. And unfortunately those people might be the only people we might be able to barely attract. If that ever happens, would you go for it?
I remember those girls who wanted me to date them just because I'm an Asian male. Can't forget the 'I always wanted 'Wasian' babies' they say without a glimpse of shame in their face. I'm not even handsome, They just wanted an Asian toy to play with.
Low-key though, I should've just gave up my dignity and let them get what they wanted. It actually is racist as hell for them to be like that but might've been a win-win situation.
I remember the first time I benched 135, it was my PR and I felt so proud of myself since I wasn't even able to lift the damn bar when I first started.
Now I probably can do 195 for a PR since I was able to do 6 reps on 175. Insane progress for me. Wonder how long would it take to bench 2 plates.
This is a post-graduation thought, so just my opinion. I didn't think like this before but I'm starting to doubt my past life.
Nobody cares if you got a degree, a job, or became someone famous. Everything's just a tool and people use them to sleep with women. Think about all those scholars, politicians, actors, businessmen and anywho getting into scandals.
That said, the ultimate goal for the general public, is to lose their virginity and sleep with as many women as possible. Since I'm not able to match their standards of success, I'm considered a loser and I'm afraid they might be right.
I don't know, I feel a bit melancholic after seeing a lot of tall baddies today. Of course I didn't have a chance but in a part of my mind I wonder if there would've been a single girl there who I would've been able to pull if I asked her out.
The fact that I'll never see them again makes me so sick. I mean, where else can you find many women taller than 6 foot? Not saying that I'm gonna walk up and ask them to marry me or anything cause I'm an awkward chopped coward but I could really admire them from a distance.
Also for some reason I was one of the shortest people including men and women, which is unusual and interesting. Seriously, where were all these girls when I was walking around campus? Maybe it's because of heels or something?
(boyfriend 'or', not 'of'. dang, graduating made my IQ drop immediately)
Handshake has visa sponsorship options but Linkedin doesn't so it's harder to find it there. Indeed just doesn't have any jobs around.
I technically don't have a bachelor's degree yet but I'm done with all my classes cause I'm passing without even taking my finals.
But if I choose that, because I want to be an honest person, they'll auto-sort me out cause I don't have a 4-year degree.
To be fair, if a girl is tall and smart she definately has a boyfriend or a husband at this point so I'd say it's way safer for a chopped npc like me to stay silent and not do anything.