I mean really u just wanna yell at me and lecture me all morning and expect me to be happy like no I just wanna self harm more now I already did but I wanna cut and cut and cut and fuck this too fuck school fuck him fuck his gfmy wrist feels so bad and they just don't care at all ok I'm tired of this fucking shit I can wait till my mom's back he pisses me the fuck off I fucking hate this stupid shit bro why do I keep crying I hate myself my body look at me I'm a fatass stupid bitch maybe if I starve and cut myself more I would be pretty I deserve the pain, the hunger you don't know how much I hate myself rn. And it will never feel better NEVER I want to die I just wanna kms the constant yelling at would stop. I only learned this behavior from him thts how he expresses his emotions SO WHY CANT I BE ANGRY I fucking hate life so much and no one understands. I'm just tired of trying ok I tried in my teaches stupid class and it's not good enough nothing is ever good enough. FUCK THIS SHIT. If I get the blade I'm gonna cut. I HATE my stupid fucking life so much.
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I mean really u just wanna yell at me and lecture me all morning and expect me to be happy like no I just wanna self harm more now I already did but I wanna cut and cut and cut and fuck this too fuck school fuck him fuck jenn my wrist feels so bad and they just don't care at all ok I'm tired of this fucking shit I can wait till my mom's back he pisses me the fuck off I fucking hate this stupid shit bro why do I keep crying I hate myself my body look at me I'm a fatass stupid bitch maybe if I starve and cut myself more I would be pretty I deserve the pain, the hunger you don't know how much I hate myself rn. And it will never feel better NEVER I want to die I just wanna kms the constant yelling at would stop. I only learned this behavior from him thts how he expresses his emotions SO WHY CANT I BE ANGRY I fucking hate life so much and no one understands. I'm just tired of trying ok I tried in my teaches stupid class and it's not good enough nothing is ever good enough. FUCK THIS SHIT. If I get the blade I'm gonna cut. I HATE my stupid fucking life so much.
So I have been self harming I don't think it's bad of cuts not really tht deep and I'm gonna try and tell her and hope she don't tell my parents my appointment is at 4pm. I tried to talk to 988 , 741741 for help not rlly helpful basically sent me a bunch of links and my problems were magically healed.
I need help I can't show pics or it will get taken down so I don't know if it's bad or not
I need help to tell my parenta i self harm i font wanna tell them directly i feel like cutting nore ive been to inpatient before i kinda feel like i need to go again but im scared af
I need help to tell my parenta i self harm i font wanna tell them directly i feel like cutting nore ive been to inpatient before i kinda feel like i need to go again but im scared af