r/WritersSanctuary

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You're the addiction and I am the addict.

You're death and I am deceased.

You're the flower and I'm the seed.

You're the sky and I'm the star.

You're the paper and I'm the ink.

You're the lyrics and I'm the song.

You're the rhythm and I am the rhymes.

We compliment each other so well, you see?

I am not my father but I ______ like him

you can fill it up if you want in the comments

it's an original qoute by vesmir

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Am I a poet?

Do I even know it?

Can I write a poem?

And keeps words flowing?

Can my words sound good?

And will I be understood?

Is poetry really that tough?

Am I even good enough?

Is it hard to find the right words?

Will I be put in a class of nerds?

Are you really enjoying this poem?

Would you mind if I just kept going?

Have you noticed every line`s a question?

Will you be reading it without objection?

Have I ran out of questions to ask?

Am I really up to this task?

Do I like doing such play?

Have I really made your day?

Will this poem really get a like?

Or will you say just take a hike?

Do you think this poem get some love?

Or shall I talk about the stars above?

Do you think I`m a really good poet?

Will you like, share and let me know it?

I wish I could command you,

command of two moments within your world.

Beneath the sun we would sit,

our hands could be curled.

Curled into dreams of a mind that is yours,

a mind with a heart, a soul that is yours.

Soul in a body,

a body that is mine.

We could walk, we could talk,

create a fiction of ours.

In a garden with flowers,

laugh together for hours and hours.

I took to drawing a heart
and when the outline
was messy,
i thought I'd restart
until I get the perfect frame
and the perfect heart.

but then it struck me,
even love isn't perfect,
for the imperfection
makes it purer,
not the shiny outline.
or the perfect curves.

so why do we chase
the idea of the perfect heart,
for love isn't in the perfect shiny places
that are visible to all.
but in the dark messy places
that are solely reserved for thee.

TALKING TO YOUR GHOST AGAIN

(Wake up)

Baby, this ain't enough

I told you once, just cope

But you drown it in your scotch

While you laugh like it's a joke

Lights low, shadows closing in

Fingers tracing hollow skin

Nights stretch far too long

I'm choking on where we've been

I'm soaked deeper than the rain

Drowning in your fading name

And it cuts me every time

When you call me like nothing happened

(Pretending we're still the same...)

(Are we still the same?)

Baby, this ain't enough

We were something, now we're dust

I'm still reaching through the dark

But you're giving up on us

Am I the only one

Trying to numb the pain?

Tell me, when it all burned down

Why I'm still the same

(Why I'm still the same...)

We had a real thing once

Now thunder's come and gone

And everything got washed away

Like it never meant a thing

Now there's nothing left to hold

Just the cold and fucking grim

In a world so blind and dead

I'm sinking from within

I was never taught to swim

Something hollow creeping in

Talking to your ghost again

Like you're somewhere in my skin

(But you're nowhere in between)

Baby, this ain't enough

We were something real once

I'm still reaching through the dark

But you're giving up on us

Am I the only one

Trying to numb the pain?

Tell me, when it all burned down

Why you're not the same

What else do you even want?

You felt like a dream

Now I'm screaming through the silence

But you never hear a thing

You wanna be a queen

But I'm chained beneath your throne

In a life that we created

I was always left alone

Baby, Let me die already

Say you never really cared

But I see it in your eyes

All the fear you never shared

(Go back to sleep...)

Now I'm talking to your ghost

In a body I don't own

Holding onto memories

That were never really sown

There's a silence in your voice

That still echoes through my veins

And a part of me still hopes

We could feel it all again

Deep inside my chest

There's a soul that never screams

Living inside your shadow

Never waking from this dream

Baby, this was never enough

We were fire, now we're ash

I'm still holding onto us

While you fade into the past

Am I the only one

Who still feels the flame?

Or did I lose myself

Just to take the blame?

Tell me, when it all burned down

Did you feel the same...

Or am I the only one

Still singing your name?

You said hell's where I belong

Now I'm standing at the gate

And the person that I was

Didn't make it through the flames

And it won't be very long

Till the real me is gone

And all that remains unburnt

Stands by your promise sworn

Baby, I wanna let you know

I was reaching up for heaven

Holding onto what we were

Now hell is where I stand

Forget me if you can

There's no other way

For us to feel the same

Or survive another day

And I'll whisper your name

If it keeps me half insane...

Maybe somewhere deep within

We're still the same...

(Wake up)

(You fucking insane)

...

Started as a poem at 2am, turned into something darker. Not sure if it's a song or a breakdown.

Bring the pills, didn’t I?

Tell you leave your emotions

At home, all in her guts tearing

Her up like a tornado.

It’s a flash flood in the bedroom.

Didn’t I tell you leave your emotions

At home? Not the type to love. I’m a good man, but my heart already taken. It belongs to the money forever. About money, know I love the money like a fat kid loves cake. Just wish my brothers could see what I did with my life. Crazy to say, rest in peace to Savage if I go too soon. Hope my bitch wait some years before giving my pussy up free. All my brothers behind them walls took so many losses. Don’t bring your emotions, just bring the pills. I don’t want to feel a thing, but your lips wrapped around my dick, little bitch. Thought I was off rhinos because my dick harder than the horn got her shaking all crazy talking about can we go steady

fuck no, don’t bring your emotions, just bring the pills. Not cold-hearted, just focused. Plus, I wanna fuck every girl in the world. Don’t bring your emotions, just bring the pills, baby. Can you understand me better now? Is this clear enough for you? I’m a pill-popping animal in love with that fast money. Just hope I don’t crash. Don’t bring your emotions, just bring the pills. Don’t want to feel a thing, but the money in my hands still count. It backwards because I count it faster.

That way, walking around with dog shit in my pockets. Sorry for the funk I’ve been grinding getting to that money. Don’t bring your emotions, just bring the pills. I’m numb out my body reminiscing about 2013 damn what?

A shame how things changed. Don’t bring your emotions, just bring the pills. Hope you understand me better now. Not a poet, just a nigga spilling my soul to you. Don’t bring your emotions, just bring the pills.

I stare at the ceiling - counting the cracks.

I stare at your photo - touching your face.

I stare at your smile - the dimples it causes.

I stare at your hair - the darkness I want to be engulfed with.

I stare at your eyes - searching for a reflection of me.

I stare into oblivion - with a heavy sigh.

I stare at the setting sun - counting the days since we watched the last one.

I stare at the moon - thinking about you.

Wishing you'd stare at me at least once - I pretend you do

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