Took a Mala from ISKCON out of politeness, but I’m an Isha practitioner. What do I do?"
Namaskaram, an Isha meditator here, I want to share a confusing event that happened recently in my life out of nowhere.
There is an aunt in my neighborhood who follows ISKCON, and last Saturday, she invited me to their Satsang. Out of respect, I accepted her invitation. I actually enjoyed the experience; it felt good to listen to the Bhagavad Gita and participate in the chants.
However, things became complicated when I met a sister there. She asked if I was familiar with the Gita and the practice of mala jaap. Since I’ve read parts of the Gita and have seen these practices on social media, I told her the truth. She seemed surprised and very happy, perhaps interpreting my general knowledge as a deep personal interest.
When she asked if I practiced jaap myself, I told her I didn’t even own a mala. Being someone who finds it very difficult to say "no" or handle social pressure, I felt stuck when she immediately insisted I take a mala home. I tried to decline by saying I didn’t have the money with me, but she quickly bypassed that by saying I could just bring the money next week.
In that moment, I froze. I couldn’t find the words to explain that I already have my own spiritual practices and don't want to mix up different traditions. I just nodded, took the mala, and left.
Now, I’m home and completely confused. I went there purely out of respect for my neighbor, but now I’m left with a sacred object I don't intend to use. Everything happened so fast that I couldn't process it, and now I’m unsure how to handle the mala.
Can anybody please suggest what should I do now?