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minimum wage earner tas matitira sa sahod mo 3k, pano mag sasave? sabi nila dapat enjoy while you where young anong gagawin ko sa 3k, ? pano ba magkaron ng side hustle, yung something na pwedi ka mag earn na hindi fix, kahirap naman mag grow sa bansang pilipinas

My mom has been in this toxic relationship off and on for more than twelve years. The relationship started in a very toxic way then got better over time, and now it’s worse than ever, she’s constantly complaining about how miserable she is, she constantly brings up how he cheated a week before their wedding, but he’s done it so many times that I can’t seem to muster any sorrow for her. I hate when she goes on these long rants complaining when she knows how he is, since their whole relationship started by cheating and due to past and current events. I can’t express this to her due to fear I’ll be kicked out again. Thanks for reading

I CRASHED OUT!!!

I WAS LIVING WITH MY AUNT BECAUSE MY PARENTS ABANDONED ME

Ps: I’m writing this not to spread hate for my aunt.I am genuinely sharing this for me to gain understanding from whoever will be reading this.

I was having a conversation with my tito through video call and we talk some matters then umabot dun about sa banko.My tita heard our conversation because she was at the rome and sometimes lumalabas because I was at the sala and the so it’s impossible not to hear our convo because it’s on loud speaker.During conversation I was unsure feel dumb answering then I will heard my tita complaining na “mango”(dumb) ako kuno.

After the convo pumasok nako sa kwarto then there my tita started talking,sermon,laygay,sumbat,about doubting me na ikinasama ng loob ko.This is not the first time,this always happen it accumulated inside me na akala niya na parang wala lang sakin.I don’t care what her intention saying that to me but what is important is how I take it.Alam ko a siguro parangal but NO it was full of doubts,complaint at kung ano ano parang.This is it na.

She asked me to turn off the lights.I stand picked my pillow and ipad.I said”I am sleeping outside”my voice,the sama ng loob is obvious but sabi niya “huwag mo ako ma attitude”.I yurned of the lights and went out but sinundan niya ako dahil gusto niya doon ako sa kwarto matulog then she threatened me na kung sa sala ako matutulog papalabasin niya ako ng bahay.So I obeyed I started crying.

Tatabi paba ako sa tao na matulog na nagpasama ng loob ko at minaliit ako?Para sa kanila wala lang yun pero saakin dinibdib ko yun,naipon.

I cried.I talked back.I crashed out.

SHE filmed it.My crash out she think I was crazy,

Lahat na gusto kung sabihin,sinabi ko but what I get is? IM CRAZY KUNO

I’m depressed.I was diagnosed of depressive disorder.But I stopped coming to the psychiatrist why?

Because I believe there will be no healing if your environment is toxic.I was verbally abused halos everyday.Kung ano ang sinasabi niya yun ang pinaniwalaan ko na ganon ako.Pumapasok lahat na negative sa utok ko.

She said I made my self a victim.

During the crash out I was expecting for her to understand me.But instead she thinks I’m crazy.She calls me crazy all the time.

and By the way SHE IS A PUBLIC SERVANT,A TEACHER

I AM THANKFUL FOR HER BUT I HATE HER AT THE SAME TIME

and know Im at the sala but she put all my clothes outside the house.

I WAS ASKING FOR UNDERSTANDING

BUT I REMEMBER HER SAYING THIS TO ME.

YOUR GENERATION IS WEAK.ONE TOUCH THEN YOUR SENSITIVE

I SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT THAT SOONER so my crash out was useless.

Im currently laying and the wooden chair right know.Bukas natin malalaman kung tuluyan na ba ako palayasin.

I AM SPEAKING BECAUSE I HAVE A VOICE.I CARE FOR MY SELF

I ENDURESD THIS FOR A LONG TIME,NONE FROM THE PEOPLE WHO SORROUNDS ME UNDERSTANDS ME.BECAUSE THEY BELIEVE MORE SA AUNT KO.

IM NOT SAYING THAT SHE IS LYING BUT I WANT PEOPLE TO LET ME SHARE THE SIDE OF MY STORY AND BE MORE OPEN AND ANALYZE WELL THE SITUATION .WHO HAS WIDE UNDERSTAND.

DEAR GOD,I HOPE I WILL HEAL SOMEDAY.

Be it corporate things like asking for airtel/jio support engineer’s visit, personal things like a tailor promising 1 week’s time, my maid who comes in the morning, or indian trains and planes, why is nothing on time. If they say 2pm - has it ever happened that even by mistake someone came exactly at 2pm.

Does it happen like this everywhere ? Someone said to me, in sort of a racial tone on one of my trips, that Indians are always in hurry but never on time.

ok, so, my girlfriend is ghosting me for now like 1 week. I do NOT have any friend, i swear i just stay on my pc/phone everyday. It's actually pretty good for me, since this is how i always wanted to 'live' but my mom is forcing me to go out (for context: i'm not going to school for like 6 months, so not going out even for school). Right now i'm seeing a pyschologist and he's pretty good. The problem is that i actually don't wanna get better because that would mean going out and leaving my dream 'life'. So i'm actually saying some lies to him though i'm trying to be as honest as possible. I went here for a social anxiety and now he knows i tried killing myself, i hurt myself and i have horrible thoughts. It's the first time where i tell to someone the reality and it's weird in good and a bad way. I'm thinking about starting streaming with my mom not knowing.. since she's not fine with it. My life pretty sucks at this point, I started overdosing every week and i'm finishing the pills, both a good and a bad thing. I wish i was diagnosed with something like depression or something like that, even worse if it is possible.

Boss paano ka mananalo sa buhay kung ikaw amg kalaban?

So for a little background, my family has always treated my mom and me like crap. Emotional abuse, body shaming, and manipulation mostly. Lately, though they have totally wrecked my life. I’m going into my senior year of high school, and I planned to get a job near my school. My mom and I found a nice apartment that was within walking distance. But we can’t get that apartment because we left our old apartment complex in Washington with our family members. Name transferred to them and everything. Even a verbal and an email to management. Then they got evicted because they didn’t want to get a job and wanted to leech off us, which they planned to do by tracking us down for a while.

This didn’t work since they couldn’t find our new apartment in Arizona. They then continued not even looking for a job and got evicted. The old apartments contacted us since my “family” wouldn’t pay for the apartment, the apartments then told my mom they “forgot” to put them as the new residents, and put the eviction on my mom's record.

Now we cannot get a new apartment since that’s on our permanent record. I’m so disappointed that this is my family. Now because of their screw up, I have to keep living in these crappy apartments nowhere near a walking distance job or my school. Meaning I have to keep taking the bus, my mom will have to keep paying high rent, and my family gets to keep exploiting us even from far away.