r/AnalCancer

My body is starting to give up

Doctor diagnose me with anal tumor or rectal cancer with 0.5cm size. Now i'm preparing for MRI and CT scan to get a full image if my cancer invades. The hardest part of my predicament is the time when i needed to poop. I can't poop properly and i need a whole day just to extract my stool out of my stomach. And the most hellish part is where it hurts so bad at the bottom part of my stomach, like a thousand needles are scratching inside and then a small poop will pop out of my ass. I really hate this moments, to the point that I only ate one meal a day just to prepare myself for the upcoming pooping again in next 3 - 4 days.

I really need to get a progress and proceed to get a chemotherapy, mostly a radiation treatment. Cause I can feel my body are starting to give up and im still my 30's and i still want to experience a good life. Just when everything is starting a proper and good life. I'm really scared.

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u/Pink-BubblesDWEM — 3 days ago

Hi have any of you had problems with constipation? I seem to have went the other way. If I take something I’m nervous I’ll swing back to the frequency/urgency. is this a common thing I’ve scoured the past comments and am only seeing the multiple BMs being the issue. I will take a walk, drink water and give it some time. I’m passing gas/ and have bowel sounds. Just a wondering if anyone else went through this is I don’t panic. Thanks

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u/ReasonableAd6221 — 9 days ago

Hi all I hope everyone is doing as good as possible today. I’m gettIng ready to order supplemental shakes. Can anyone give me some good ones that worked for them. Thanks in advance.

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u/ReasonableAd6221 — 10 days ago

Went for my follow up with my colorectal doctor today and since I’m two months out, he wanted to do a digital exam to see if he could feel the tumor still. OMG, it hurt like hell! He said he couldn’t feel anything, and was pleased about that.

I can understand why my first exam hurt - I had a massive tumor. But why this one…if there were no detectable masses? Did radiation just shrink my butthole?? He wants me back in a month to do a scope but now I’m already panicking thinking about if it’s going to hurt worse (I read that the anoscope is like 2 frigging inches in diameter!) He did say if that doesn’t work they’ll do it at the surgery center next door with some light anesthesia. Maybe I should just go ahead and put that request in…

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u/Coastal_Soul386 — 13 days ago

I will have a 45 minute ride to/from my radiation sessions and I'm afraid of having a diarrhea accident in the car. Has any one used adult diapers during radiation treatment? Any that aren't too painful on radiation burns? Thank you

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u/Kalansmom — 14 days ago