Discontinued 150MG after 6 years
I was on 150mg of amitriptyline for 6 years for MDD and insomnia. For context, I also have Multiple Sclerosis. I decided to stop taking amitriptyline after realizing the cognitive changes I'd been having for a few years had nothing to do with my MS. I was having issues remembering things, I was experiencing aphasia, and I was dropping everything from my hands. When I would take my pills at night, I would go into fight or flight mode, followed by being so heavily sedated I couldn't wake up if I tried. I noticed the sleep I was getting wasn't actually restful, and I wasn't dreaming anymore (that I could recall). In January of 2025, I started the process to taper off. I started by halving my dose to 75mg, and every 2 weeks, I'd go down until I made it to 10mg per my provider's instructions. I followed this exactly, and I finished the process, but I've been having withdrawal symptoms for over a year. This has been kicking my ass and leaving me for dead! I have dysautonomia caused by my discontinuation of Amitriptyline, and it doesn't help that I have MS. Every day, I have palpitations throughout the day. When I wake up, I'm usually nauseous and or sick to my stomach. Sometimes I have attacks where I suddenly can't move, and these scare me the most. It feels like my body weighs more than I can carry, and my heart feels weak. These attacks usually last between 20 minutes to a few hours. I have a hard time maintaining my body temperature to an extreme. If the temperature drops even a degree, I begin to tremble heavily, and my teeth start chattering. I have to be careful when I shower because if I get too hot, I get so dizzy and weak it takes everything in me to get out before I faint. I have an overactive bladder and go more times than I can count in a day. The worst symptom is that I wake up and can't go back to sleep because I'm as wide awake as if I had a cup of coffee. Once the sun comes out, I get horribly sleepy. It's such a roller coaster, and I've been hanging on, hoping it'll be over soon, but it seems to be the gift that never stops giving. Has anyone gone through something like this?