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but i honestly don't want anyone from my past to come back into my life, whether it's an old love or friendship. i'll always keep the memories we shared, but there's a clear and valid reason why i stopped communicating and removed you from my life. it's not out of anger or hatred. it's simply because i don't want to go back to doors that i already closed for my own peace. choosing to let go allows me to move forward without carrying the weight of people, places, or feelings that no longer belong in my life.

i don't feel the same anymore. the things that once made me happy don't excite me like they used to. the hobbies i loved, the places i ran to for comfort, even the people who once made me feel alive now feel different. i try to enjoy them, but it feels like i'm only pretending, like i'm just moving through life without the same joy. i miss the old me, the one who laughed easier, who found happiness in little things. sometimes i wonder if that version of me is gone forever, or if one day i'll find my spark again.

A girl in my art class once complimented me, and somehow that small interaction turned into a friendship. I never really believed in female friendships because every time I trusted someone, they eventually broke that trust. But because of her, I started believing maybe genuine friendships between girls do exist.
I cared for her deeply. I supported her, spent time with her, hangout with her, and genuinely tried to be there for her. Sometimes I wonder why I always choose the wrong people and still keep defending them while everyone around me keeps warning me, “Ye achi nahi hai, stay away.”

Anyway, our friendship ended that same year. After a few months, she contacted me again. The moment I heard from her, I felt triggered. She knew I cared about her, yet she started her emotional drama again and brought up things I never wanted to hear. I lost my temper, shouted at her, and blocked her immediately after cutting the call.

Months later, I met her again. I genuinely wanted to talk about the rumors she had been spreading about me, but things escalated into another fight instead. Later, one of my friends helped me realize the kind of things she used to say about me behind my back. That was the moment I understood how jealous she actually was.

She tried to defame me in every possible way. She tried to remove people from my life. But honestly? I have no problem with the people who left because at least now I know who truly stands by me.

And one thing I’ve learned is this:
When someone spreads fake rumors, manipulates people, and hurts others just to feel better about themselves, they’re not defining your character — they’re exposing their own.

Lately, I’ve been feeling uncertain about everything — my future, my present, even myself. It’s been two months since I started therapy, and while it has helped me face some of the problems that once consumed me, I still feel far from okay.

I understand that healing takes time, but there’s a part of me that believes I may never completely move on from my past. I’ve made mistakes I deeply regret, and sometimes those memories make me hate the version of myself I’ve become. This isn’t who I ever imagined I would be.

The hardest part is that I carry secrets I’ve never shared with anyone, not even my therapist. Some experiences feel too dark and painful to put into words. I’m terrified that if anyone truly knew those parts of me, they would never see me the same way again.

I often think about my future partner or my family and wonder how I could ever explain myself to them. How do you ask for love and acceptance when you’re still struggling to accept yourself?

Lately, I’ve been feeling uncertain about everything — my future, my present, even myself. It’s been two months since I started therapy, and while it has helped me face some of the problems that once consumed me, I still feel far from okay.

I understand that healing takes time, but there’s a part of me that believes I may never completely move on from my past. I’ve made mistakes I deeply regret, and sometimes those memories make me hate the version of myself I’ve become. This isn’t who I ever imagined I would be.

The hardest part is that I carry secrets I’ve never shared with anyone, not even my therapist. Some experiences feel too dark and painful to put into words. I’m terrified that if anyone truly knew those parts of me, they would never see me the same way again.

I often think about my future partner or my family and wonder how I could ever explain myself to them. How do you ask for love and acceptance when you’re still struggling to accept yourself?

Hi,
I’m 23, 5’5”, working as a freelance social media manager and content creator. I’m an ambivert who enjoys the balance of quiet moments and meaningful conversations.

I believe in genuine love and long-term commitment, and I’m here with the intention of finding a life partner.

A little about me:
• Simple, old-school, and family-oriented
• Vegetarian
• Hindu (Baniya)
• Love dancing and watching TV dramas
• A bit reserved initially, but very caring and loyal once I open up

Looking for someone who is:
• 24–27, Hindu (Baniya)
• Kind, respectful, and emotionally mature
• Settled and independent
• Vegetarian with similar values
• Someone who believes in and respects Hindu traditions

If you’re genuine and looking for something meaningful, feel free to connect. Please be open to verification via LinkedIn or another real platform.
Do share a short intro about yourself when you reach out.

Inner me: Why are you sad?
Me: I don't know
Inner Me: Something is bothering you?
Me: Yes!
Inner me: What is it?
Me: I don't K now
Inner me: Okay. Just tell me what's going on?
Your thoughts, what are they saying?
Me: That I'm all alone. After doing everything to keep everyone happy, I'm the only one who left aside.Why am I not enough? Why do people always break my heart? Why am I the only one who is suffering from this pain? Is it too hard for someone to love me just the way I am? So many questions are there and all I want, someone just holds me tightly and let me cry. Is it too much to ask for?

If anybody wants to vent
I'm there for you guys
Who knows we'll become freinds after,
just an initiative to make new friends

Har insaan ka dil bura nahi hota
Har ek insaan bewafa nahi hota.
Bujh jate hai diye kabhi tail ki kami se...,
Har bar kusoor hawa ka nahi hota..!!

Wo kehta hai ki
Abhi sath hu tumhare,
Par Akhri wakt tak ki umeed na
rakhna,
Kyu ki aaj or kal me thoda fark hai,
Wo kehta hai ki,
Sabko khush rakhna aadat hai meri,
Tum usse pyarr na samjna
Kyuki pasand or mohabbat me fark
hai,
Wo kehta hai ki,
Koi aetraz nai ki roj baate hoti hai
tumse,
Par mere Dil ke itne kareeb bhi na
smjna,
Kyuki aadat or lat me thoda fark hai,
Wo kehta hai ki,
Bohot khubsurat lag rahi ho aaj tum,
Par muje apna deewana na samjna,
Kyu ki dil lagane me or Dil behlane,
Fark hai..

Hi everyone
Do you guys know any hacker from Raipur only..

Getting bored 😴

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Hi everyone,

I am a freelance social media marketer with 3 years of experience in helping brands and businesses grow their online presence. My expertise includes creating engaging content, managing social media accounts, increasing audience reach, and building effective strategies that drive results.

I have experience working on content planning, post designing ideas, captions, hashtag strategies, audience engagement, and brand growth across platforms like Instagram, Facebook, and more. My goal is to help businesses attract more customers, build strong online visibility, and grow consistently.

I am currently looking for freelance opportunities and would love to work with businesses, startups, or personal brands who want to improve their social media presence.

If you are interested or know someone who needs social media marketing services, feel free to connect with me.