u/chamkilibattery

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So my father has always given me silent treatment when anything went wrong and he still does. (He hates me probably )

I used to cry and stress about that earlier like why isnt he talking to me ,this and that (sometimes he gave silent treatment to other fam members too for no reason so they could put pressure on me and ask constantly what I did).

He makes a disgusted,cringed and angry face if I say something normal or smile so I have adapted to being a corpse at home. I don't speak "a" word .(Even for dinner I guess the food has been made by listening to water running for washing utensils).He just yells or criticises whenever he talks mostly.Now even if he cares i cant see or feel it.

I even feel weird talking or calling other fam members including my mom. Its been more than a year and now I am having memory loss. I can't recall what was said 1 sec ago or the tune of the song i heard one sec ago .I once even forgot that I called mom and she said u already called 10min ago. I cant store what I read a sec ago for even a minute ,its like I didn't ever read it . I have stopped getting my periods as well even after a high dosage. Idk what to do..

I don't even remember whom I trxted on telegram yesterday and cant find him coz I always delete the chat for both even for a hi

In karaoke

1.Casually said love u once then laughed it off with his other friends 🥴

2- Teasing all the time not listening deliberately to irritate(even after I get angry 😡 and make such face😤)

3- Given ride a few times on totally opposite route.

4- Calls me as one of his bestfriends/besties👻

5- But said things like tu meri gf thori hai when I asked to face time.😧

6-Few months ago once casually said u are likable to me

7- Said mai waisa thori hu jo dosti ke piche ye sab krta

8- His use of words in "aap" tone increased

and please recommend not so expensive guitar classes too.