u/anonymousjamaica

She was poisoned, with alcohol

She’s limp in a tubwith a fan to keep the water moving because I’m a fucking SHIT owner who didn’t have a hospital tank. She was miraculously well all of a sudden but sadly got worse and there is no coming back.

I’ve had her since I was 11 through some of the shittest times of my life. She was killed and it wasn’t just this persons fault but mine because I wasn’t careful. I had a party for my 18th and if I didn’t she would still be alive but I’m so fucking stupid.

She was so beautiful, she’s barely breathing but I have to wait until tomorrow to get clove oil and I can’t bare it, I keep checking up on my baby and she’s still alive and wriggles. I’m just so sad

How could I let someone do this to her. I’ve never felt this way before ever

I’ve never been this devastated because it was my fault, I’ve seen people die or be on the verge of death but I’ve never felt this bad. I just want my baby to rest. I need her to go and I want to be there whilst she’s going and touch her one last time. See her one last time.

She’s sadly passed away now. I’ll miss her but she was in so much pain. Rest in peace

She needs to be euthanised I can’t stand to see her like this.

I don’t have clove oil I’d have to wait until the morning

Should I use the method of penetrating with a knife to the head or wait. I’m thinking I wait but they both come up to be humane

Someone poured alcohol in my fish tank, we’ve changed the water, I was scared and put tea tree disease treatment in before hand but all the water is changed

Our filter is currently broken and it isn’t releasing enough oxygen, we’re getting one as soon as possible tomorrow but we can’t now because it’s night

My fish is sideways. (Only one of them) swimming upsideown

She was better when I isolated her and manually gave her oxygen by disturbing the water surface with an object but I can’t do that all night and there’s no other tank

What do I do for now, I don’t want her to die she’s 6 but there’s nothing else we can do we’ve made the filter work as much as possible and we’re getting another one as soon as possible tomorrow

I’m accepting they’re there and that nobody else can see them

My thing is I tell people LOL It’s because I thought I had a crush and I was confused because I didn’t want it

But idk that’s fine anyways.. idk what to do I just want to continue being friends with this guy but I can’t help these weird feelings and constant thoughts about him, I don’t even like him.

I wasn’t interested in him and didn’t find him appealing but all of a sudden I can’t stop thinking about him and my body’s reacting how a body would when they think someone’s sexy how on earth do I stop this 😭😭 I don’t want this guy I wanted to be his friend it’s making me upset

I have sex with people who look nothing like me but also sometimes people I don’t find physically attractive because they don’t expect it, but I’m not attracted to them I just love the dynamic. Is this possibly just a kink or am I on the asexual spectrum or something. If so what’s it called