u/TommyBoy250

This is what I'm seeing from some of the people defending Chud The Builder, this post is speaking against racist who make these points.

I've seen people pointing out that the victim in this case has a criminal record like DUI, domestic abuse, and a restraining order.

Very few people ever point out that he was a veteran because it seems pretty clear these people don't care about veterans if they are black, and this is military appreciation month and these people are gonna go into June complaining there's no month for veterans while they literally just brought down a veteran because he was a black man who was shot and had a criminal record. Shot by a guy who was known for antagonizing and harassing and targeting black people and even macing people. Chud was a known violent man and the people defending them are the ones throwing the race card constantly.

These are also the same people who will defend corrupt police with anything and not even consider that up to 40% of police commit domestic abuse but they will excuse that as PTSD but a black vet it's he's a violent offender who has a history.

These people are absolutely showing their racism if their this dedicated to Chud.

In 2023, I was put into a psychiatric hospital by police for my sympathy of Palestine and criticism of Israel, and this was back in Indiana.

The police claimed that I wanted the death of Christians and Jews and I supported Hamas, which no I criticized Israel for bombing churches, and during this time, I was a pious Muslim and took my religion seriously.

I am no longer a Muslim because of government bullying, I went from only smoking cigarettes as a Muslim to then heavy drinking and 5 mile walks to the store and 5 miles back home almost daily for Malt Liquor after I stopped being Muslim. I stopped because I was partly due to the fact that I feared my local government.

Heck, if I was still a Muslim, I would respect my mom's wishes of living with her because mothers are next to God but as a Christian now my dad would rather I be an adult and women are just property in Christianity and even Jesus told his mom woman I am my own man and dad's are the masters of their children.

I am Christian now for my partner's sake only part of me is like Islam is still closer to me I feel but I am only Muslim in secret I feel. I shaved my beard and refuse to grow it back because I don't want people to see me as a Muslim. I will go to a church if it's gay affirming, which is a whole thing I can go to a gay affirming church, but as a Muslim, I suppressed being gay then when I stopped, I went to a pride festival and got drunk. And part of this reason I got more freedom is because the guy transporting me was gone, and I wasn't able to go to the mosque anymore.

So yeah 2025 I went to a pride festival and decided to take the dating scene more seriously.

I found a guy on Facebook dating from Milwaukee who was willing to come and get me, and this guy is a Christian who's like no smoking and no drinking so yeah when I'm with him I'm not allowed to do any of that. I've kept the fact of being admitted away from him and rather not get into this. He's anti-gun, so that's a plus I don't have to worry about explaining to this guy. I'm not legally allowed to own a gun. But he wants to be a caretaker of mine, which will give him extra money and he wants to be partly involved with my doctor's appointment once I get through the process of moving to Milwaukee. Milwaukee is very pro Palestine and actually does have more free speech than rural Indiana.

I did tell that hospital that I no longer take seroquel for a long time because I did have a cyst removal, so I told them straight up that as a Christian I still don't support Israel because 2 Kings 17 and told them the seroquel was prescribed to me for punitive reasons and didn't change my views of Israel. They did get rid of my Zoloft because of this whole thing, and I felt that helped me, so indeed, the psychiatric hold made things way worse for me.

I want to keep this psychiatric hold away from my partner so he doesn't think I'm some violent person, I mean, I've literally been in his apartment for almost a month by now I haven't done anything that can be deemed as violent.

I do want to take this part out of my past so I don't have to explain this. He did look over my Facebook page and found I used to be Muslim, and even that part I wanted to hide, but during that time in my life, I was vocal about it but I didn't talk about my psychiatric hold on my page.

He didn't find anything that would suggest violence, he did find a post of me talking about MLK being seen as a violent rioter despite him being peaceful.

I know this is rambling, but I do need to explain my situation of I don't want him to know about this. I don't need a doctor bringing this up with him present. I also wonder if it's something I need to bring up if applying for a passport because we do plan on taking a trip to France cause it's something I want to do.

I'm gonna explain this but from the time I was 14 to 21 I was physically meeting up with this person, I finally got someone to look into this but they literally did go like oh this person's phone number doesn't come back as Indiana so we will close the case.

I just can't right now with this. They really just refused to take my claim because my abusers phone number doesn't come back to Indiana.

Given the phone number did change ownership through this time but I do have other evidence pointing this did happen.

I literally overcooked a pizza because it didn't go off.

I will start with what I told ChatGPT so I don't have to go over too much.

Does it seem like my boyfriend broke up with me? I did say a WWE match was getting boring and it was like I asked to watch it with him and he told me he wanted to watch it with me, and so he got offended when I was getting bored and looking at my phone to research some stuff related to WWE. But he did snap at me when I asked how long this match was going to be and even threw my phone. I had a conversation and I think we did work things out, but he wanted me to sleep in the living room, I did explain I didn't mean it in a bad way and continuously asked to keep watching to the end but he turned it off and didn't turn it back on. We had our whole thing and told we can figure this out tomorrow.

Anyway, I will say more, but he did say stuff like saying I insult what he watches and all that. I didn't mean to come at a point of seeming disinterested in it I just don't know. But I guess really I don't know how much I can really talk about. I tried so hard to make it right and it doesn't seem he's totally broken up, but tomorrow I don't know. I might get taken back to my mom and in which case I'm gonna be smoking and drinking, which I was stopping for him. I was just doing drinking as like a just a last time sort of thing but now I might be drinking heavy.

And we were planning on getting me tested for tomorrow because he wanted to be for sure before trying anything.

But yeah he snapped at me and threw my phone which was too far, but gay dating is extremely hard and I kind of want it to work but I think even he gets that I might be forcing myself into being a relationship which I don't think I'm doing.