The reason I ask this question is because ive heard that Iboga can be a quite blunt and at time, negative. I feel like I need some direct lessons to overcome my victim belief system but I wonder if it can become too negative and then be a bit counter productive. I can imagine there’s also a time and place to receive this message.
To me it feels like the darkness in my shadow could go on forever. I felt quite proud of myself when I saw how brave i was to do my shadow work, but at this point when I really see the full extent of my choices, I don’t see how I can realistically take my life into my hands and move onto something bigger. It’s just too much, the shadow is too dense and I was too young when the split happened. I don’t know if I’ll ever find my way out of this darkness.
Ive posted this type of question on Jung several times. I’ll try again. Were you able to get to a point where you were eventually able to make sense out of your mistakes?
Im 28 and my siblings are both moving forward with their lives. My sister is already a Dr and my brother is on his way to become a pilot.
At my age Im still unable to see myself objectively and im still feeling like I’m in a fog about what it what it will take for me to get to a better place. Ive been vacillating from the idea that I have limitless opportunity and that I am essentially unchangeable.
Im getting bored of the notion that things happened for a reason or that my life should be this way and it’s part of my spiritual journey.
The truth is that my siblings avoided making the terrible mistakes that I made and they worked for where they are at. I’ve worked for very hard where I’m at and I’m living with my mom and I’m picking up bags of trash to rebuild my integrity.
Im so confused. I was the intuitive and sensitive one who was divergent, but that isn’t an explanation for my track record. I wish I was able to see things more clearly and to have a general understanding of what and how long it will take for me to progress into adulthood. I know I have latent potential which I have been able briefly explore in these depth related subreddits, but that all means nothing until I can catch up to speed.
When I take away blame, excuses like people suggest, Im left with a black hole of confusion. The why me story has been playing often in my head. I don’t even want to convince myself that i won’t suffer the grief of my unlived life once I have paid my dues so to speak. Maybe my life will change in ways that are healing once I find my tribe so to speak.
I guess if I didn’t want to have kids I wouldn’t have to race against the clock. I just want things to make sense. Even if things are worse then I would have hoped. I just want to have a stable understanding of what’s going on and what it will take so to speak. Maybe that’s too much to ask for considering the depth of this sub.
I love camcantrun but his advice is exclusive to pc. Is there almost like an Xbox version of him?
Hi all! I know I already posted about this recently but just need 6 more locations! Maybe I’ll get some fresh eyes on this one. Does anyone know of any locations on public land that is heavily littered and that is in need of collecting ?
Hi all! I know I already posted about this recently but just need 6 more locations! Maybe I’ll get some fresh eyes on this one. Does anyone know of any locations on public land that is heavily littered and that is in need of collecting ?
Hi all! I know I already posted about this recently but just need 6 more locations! Maybe I’ll get some fresh eyes on this one. Does anyone know of any locations on public land that is heavily littered and that is in need of collecting ?
Hi all! I know I already posted about this recently but just need 6 more locations! Maybe I’ll get some fresh eyes on this one. Does anyone know of any locations on public land that is heavily littered and that is in need of collecting ?
Hi all! I know I already posted about this recently but just need 6 more locations! Maybe I’ll get some fresh eyes on this one. Does anyone know of any locations on public land that is heavily littered and that is in need of collecting ?
Hi all! I know I already posted about this recently but just need 6 more locations! Maybe I’ll get some fresh eyes on this one. Does anyone know of any locations on public land that is heavily littered and that is in need of collecting ?
Could someone give me tips about where the most littered distressed locations are on public land? Any parks or beaches? Please share. I’ve done this last year too but there are always hidden places. I don’t mind crawling down slopes in wooded areas if they need cleaning.
I’m looking to collect litter in distressed areas. The catch is they need to be public areas because I can’t afford to have the bags collected privately. Does anyone know of such locations that are heavily littered? Do you know if the state is helpful about having them collected? I know ive posted this on a few other similar subreddits but I don’t know the area so I wanted to shake more trees!
Please share!
Are there any roads or wooded areas that are heavily littered that need collecting ? Do you guys know how responsive the town is about having them collected ?
Please be specific about location descriptions as I’m not from the area
I’m looking to collect litter in distressed areas. The catch is they need to be public areas because I can’t afford to have the bags collected privately. Does anyone know of such locations that are heavily littered? Do you know if the state is helpful about having them collected?
I’m looking to collect litter in distressed areas. The catch is they need to be public areas because I can’t afford to have the bags collected privately. Does anyone know of such locations that are heavily littered? Do you know if the state is helpful about having them collected?
Please share!
I’m looking to collect litter in distressed areas. The catch is they need to be public areas because I can’t afford to have the bags collected privately. Does anyone know of such locations that are heavily littered? Do you know if the city is helpful about having them collected?
I’m looking to collect litter in distressed areas. The catch is they need to be public areas because I can’t afford to have the bags collected privately. Does anyone know of such locations that are heavily littered? Do you know if the city is helpful about having them collected?
I know this initially comes off as being a bit of a righteous humble brag, but it’s an idea I’m starting to consider. I know jungian work so about the self, but I’ve been focusing so much on myself and it’s been making me anxious.
It’s an interesting idea. One that may bypass anxiety and can quickly create meaning. Just food for thought. I’ve made so many posts about my inadequacies or my moral shortcomings and flaws, but I’m starting to wonder if could be spending my energy in better ways. I feel like this switch can only ever work with a shift of this same condition as opposed to using any kind of rational or intellectual thinking.
I’m not trying to push my lock to go on interstate highways but I have collected on smaller highway strips and ive had cops drive past me. I’ve never been stopped but ive had cops look at me before. I’m not trying to push my luck but I’m willing to risk a little to get to the best places.
I’ll be wearing a high visibility best and I’m careful to avoid the trash flying into the street as I tie bags together.
What’s the worst that will happen if a cop stops me? I guess it could be the equivalent to trying to travel by foot along the highway.
Has anyone experienced a better ability to work through their moral injury with the use of neurofeedback?