Terrified to tell my results to my extremely strict parents. Please help.
I got my MA results yesterday and I am terrified.
I'm worried and terrified about my results. I saw them yesterday last night. And it's NOT good. 3.95 GPA on a ten point scale.
196 total. The highest is 256. Most of my classmates got good results.
I want to speak to my parents but at the same time can't.
Because they have high expectations. They expected atleast a 6 GPA.
I have brown parents. They wxpect a lot from me. I feel guilty too. I keep giving them hope only to destroy it.
In school, in college, now in university.
I'm terrified of telling them. They will insult me, mock me, scream and shout at me. It will go on for days and weeks .
And when that stops, they will argue themselves. Say harsh words to each other. Especially my dad to my mom. Who will cry and this will go on for days. I hate seeing her cry. She does and sacrifices a lot.
As much I want to tell them to relieve my burden of telling them, I'm terrified. I had anxiety attack last night but handled it myself, do they won't know. I couldn't eat yesterday. I couldn't eat my breakfast today.
Before you wonder, yes my parents reaction will really be bad. They warned me this time.
And no, please don't advice me against taking any step against them.
I love my parents, but really wish someone tells me what to do.
I'm think if only it was a 4, I could tell them . Yes I'd still be insulted. If I ask for a reassessment or recheck, I'll have to pay, and they will know.
I need help.
Pleaseeeeeee. I'm shaking, trembling and constant urge to throw up. Help me please.