My boyfriend just called me an “autistic, half r-word-ed POS”
We’ve been living together for years and he’s been verbally abusive for the majority of them. I get called “dumb” “stupid bitch” and “idiot” on the regular.
But this is the first time he’s weaponized my autism.
Unfortunately I am trapped because I cannot move out right now for financial reasons. We live in a studio apartment that feels like a prison where I have no personal space.
How do I psychologically survive this situation while I save up money? It might take me 6 months to save up enough. I don’t have any friends or other places I can go.
EDIT: As I’m writing this he just said: “I also get why all of your boyfriends got rid of you” (not even true) and started listing all of my flaws.