u/Most-Painter-3414

They assume you don't notice they think you're unaware unbothered what they don't see is awareness you're not silent because you're lost you're silent because you observe everything

they think you're unaware of what's happening they assume distraction rules you what they don't see is attention you notice everything

They underestimate you because you're quiet they mistake composure for weakness stillness for hesitation. What they don't see is precision you're not silent because you lack confidence you're silent because you think before you move.

They think you're distracted your filtering everything what they don't see is awareness you notice what deserves attention instantly that's why nothing catches you off guard you stay in control

they think you'll react like everyone else they assume pressure will rush you what they don't see is discipline you respond only when it matters that's why your actions hit

they think you're just watching your understanding everything what they don't see watching moves How they play and learning pattern it's the little things never unnoticed never too comfortable

loved each other deeply people but Sometimes it is better to just let things be. Let people go, let conversations end. Let situations close on their own, not every chapter needs an explanation, not every ending will give you closure. Some answers will never arrive. Some people will never understand your heart. And that is okay.Peace often begins the moment you stop chasing and learn to live with the hurt will always miss you like I always have its not a goodbye its a take care

a rush of happiness, is a great feeling that seems to only last seconds

My heart feels full and healed ,those moments you wish would last forever

the blood stops rushing and adrenaline slows down and their it is back in

the headspace you bin running from since as far as you can remember.

searching and searching for the one person that takes it all the way

Honestly, its your choice it's always been, I've been vocal about my intentions haven't I
at first I'had more of a hope ,desire whatever you wanna call it I always say what's on my mind. Consistently reminding you anytime we interact maybe it's too much but I did say Tell me when I'm doing to much when I'm crossing your boundaries you said it's OK. I was aware complimenting you sometimes doing some extra shit.lol The patience sucks so I just started expecting it less hope turned to acceptance. even being your friend was kinda like a light switch on and off mixed emotions with intentions on and off so it's kind of fucking with my feelings If you can go all day without messaging someone go another day if you want do a week obviously it's not what I want I'm just saying communication sucks. And I'm talking for myself too. It goes both ways to stubborn ass people acting like I don't give a fuck not to point fingers and make it seem like it's one way it takes two ..

Hey, I don't know you but i looked for your Facebook. Can you tell your baby mama I said happy Mother's Day and to unblock me please sorry for the interruption thx 😂. super toxic

What are we even doing? Shall we talk or walk? ,it's always option (A) for me. FKSAKES D I hate you KINDA not frfr but ya u G**f HAHAHAAHHA

Hey, how are you doing talking to the mic right now sitting beside my laptop with my headphones on listening to music , feels like you're here I know that sound weird but good music good thoughts and you smell good too. You know what I mean''''kinda like I'm hugging you gosh I miss that smell (big smile) ikyk if I wanted one type of cologne, this is it....

My best friend, my first and last I know things seem tough as of right now with the current things going on in each other's lives, but I promise Ill fight for our relationship to regain that spark the flame we once had

I learned how to stay silent through the noise when locked away words we’re supposed to be said. All these unsaid thoughts restless in my bed. Never got a chance to show it with out the words So It had to stayed inside my head. I still chose to show up when,i told myself to tread. My Heart still bleeds for envy even all those things I red.📕

Sorry I wasn’t good enough, you can do better All these endless pages in my book was your letter Even when i held your pain and wore it like a sweater I should’ve known

my scars re opened they were sown will never hear you the phone a fading bond Will turn to stone we walked away it’s all alone

AeLbUoD

people can move weird and avoid you for no reason eventually turn to a ghost that pops in not to stay not to ask how your doing just to see how it effects you. I can do the exact same thing only difference is mine hurt differently than theirs i have reason theres meaning behind my ghost its scary af he dont do no checkins and moves with a cold shoulder more wasted laughs and wasted energy 💔😈

               #hate to love you

                    #and 

               #love to hate you

Whatever I go through i get through myself, so whenever I'm not good, I'm good

I wish i felt the type of love I give out to others, I've noticed how me being present. changes a persons attitude, their view on being alone with no one to notice the hurt ,battles, struggles and energy.i shift and switch on a light in a person and make them be seen no longer unheard and treat them as equals. they feel my love just as I feel their pain. ill always fill your cup if its empty. im not above you im not below you im right here with you.....real love

its 3am my thoughts are scattered I miss my love my heart feels shattered the lonely nights my saddest hours came crashing down the tallest tower

I know we can't be together, but I feel you in quiet hours when the moon shines with relentless minds

When the neighbourhoods are quiet and the world slows down my thoughts drift.

I see you in my reflection the one I used to call yours and I hear your voice and see your smile with passing strangers

and songs that catch me off guard on the radio in the shopping centre I wish to send to you, but I won't.

As I see the space you used to fill it feels empty a tremble like a memory.

I carry you silently like the books I write in , an open book i cannot close

like a letter I'll never send even though we never will. The door is open for you still.

Play disturbing my peace. how I gonna sleep now?

I SHOULD'VE: done a lot better and treated you with more respect.

I WOULD'VE: been more in the moment, focussing on us and not so much on others.

I COULD'VE : done it all over again and apply everything properly but its to late.

You're hot and

then you're cold

your games are

push and pull

no wonder why

those freaky B******

swap out like

like a pole

they're options

then they sold

familiar with that

character im putting

this on hold

gave your ass

a shoulder you

just to use it

than you fold

I know this

type of road

its a heavy

load

I thought you

was twin

im glad we

never got to

mold

lmaoooooo bruh, wasn't even together with the pity fucking letters chill haha

With my Nightshifters @ haha hours fkdd