The friendship ended kinda mutually. It wasn't dramatic or anything. I dont want to explain the full story but it was getting messy.
We were close but now im getting triggers and reasons to really dislike her as a friend. I feel awful about it and I dont know what to do. I miss my old friend , but i feel some discomfort.
Today I felt very annoyed at work because I overheard men speak gross things about female colleagues. It was so casual and one of them was old enough to be their dad.
I won't go into detail
I walked away and came back in the room .. I keep quiet at work cause I generally don't want to get involved.
Its in every workplace I know.
Women dont talk gross about men so why is it ok the other way round.
I felt like I was going to flip. I can't stand most men.
Im going through something very mental generally right now and things like this has added to it
So im a 31 year old woman and im looking for people to jam with in the norwich area. Im not professional so I dont really want to jam with other professionals. I do play in a Band sometimes with a group of friends.
Singers and guitarists would be cool . Im open to all music and learning new things.
Obviously im not looking for a diagnosis on reddit.
The last BPD friend I had I seemed to follow her pattern. Like i think im not "like that" until I think about my past and behaviours. Like if I have Bpd or Bipolar ive grown out of some of the symptoms. But i understand its a long process to diagnose
When I was a kid I was told I had "behavioural problems"