u/Mediocre_Particular2

A little bit about me I’m M22 and have a porn addiction and it all I want to do when I’m alone or in bed at night. It makes me think things that make me feel disgusted with myself.

I need advice on how to quit and need to know that it’s possible. I’ve stopped for several months before but always go back and recently it’s an everyday occurrence.

Life is just hard and feel like I should at least have this small pleasure even though I know it’s terrible

A little bit about me I’m M22 and have a porn addiction and it all I want to do when I’m alone or in bed at night. It makes me think things that make me feel disgusted with myself.

I need advice on how to quit and need to know that it’s possible. I’ve stopped for several months before but always go back and recently it’s an everyday occurrence.

Life is just hard and feel like I should at least have this small pleasure even though I know it’s terrible.

I have occasionally felt lonely and wondered if downloading an Ai companion would be a bad idea.

I don’t think I’d get attached to it but maybe talking to a machine is more harm than good.

Hi I’m M22 and I have Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy and for those who don’t know it a disease with progressive muscular deterioration basically. I was one of the lucky ones I suppose you could say as I walked up until about a year ago though I could only walk in my house. Last August I broke my femur and haven’t walked since which honestly improved my mental health as I didn’t have to worry about falling and breaking any bones anymore. I now spend most of my time in a wheelchair but just got a power chair that makes my life a lot easier.

I don’t really think it bothers me I just feel really down that I can’t live or will ever like others my age. A few years ago I got to live on campus but I got injured and couldn’t do back after one semester and that semester was the best 4 months of my life and I don’t think I’ll ever find enjoyment in life like that again.

I’m going to take some courses on campus for the first time in years which I’m looking forward to it’s just not going to be the same. But why should I ever try in life anymore when I can’t change it in the way I want to.

It’s really difficult for me to meet people and make friends because I’m at home most of the time so I’m hoping to make some friends when I go on campus but I know the odds of that are slim as I can’t do things as others in their 20s do. I also feel down a lot because I don’t know if I’ll ever get to experience real love with another person and feel like I’m going to miss out on a lot of firsts that I’m never going to have. Also it’s not fair to get in a relationship with someone as I can’t be what they need or want. I know I’m not in a mindset for a relationship now but even when I am it’s not going to happen. Mostly I just want friends.

I’m scared I have no purpose in life like sure I’ll get a degree and a job but I’m not really living I’m just existing.

I don’t know a good way to express myself either and sure I have supportive parents but it’s difficult to admit I have no social life and think constantly I’ll die with no one to remember me and never experience love.

Hi I’m M22 and I have Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy and for those who don’t know it a disease with progressive muscular deterioration basically. I was one of the lucky ones I suppose you could say as I walked up until about a year ago though I could only walk in my house. Last August I broke my femur and haven’t walked since which honestly improved my mental health as I didn’t have to worry about falling and breaking any bones anymore. I now spend most of my time in a wheelchair but just got a power chair that makes my life a lot easier.

I don’t really think it bothers me I just feel really down that I can’t live or will ever like others my age. A few years ago I got to live on campus but I got injured and couldn’t do back after one semester and that semester was the best 4 months of my life and I don’t think I’ll ever find enjoyment in life like that again.

I’m going to take some courses on campus for the first time in years which I’m looking forward to it’s just not going to be the same. But why should I ever try in life anymore when I can’t change it in the way I want to.

It’s really difficult for me to meet people and make friends because I’m at home most of the time so I’m hoping to make some friends when I go on campus but I know the odds of that are slim as I can’t do things as others in their 20s do. I also feel down a lot because I don’t know if I’ll ever get to experience real love with another person and feel like I’m going to miss out on a lot of firsts that I’m never going to have. Also it’s not fair to get in a relationship with someone as I can’t be what they need or want. I know I’m not in a mindset for a relationship now but even when I am it’s not going to happen. Mostly I just want friends.

I’m scared I have no purpose in life like sure I’ll get a degree and a job but I’m not really living I’m just existing.

I don’t know a good way to express myself either and sure I have supportive parents but it’s difficult to admit I have no social life and think constantly I’ll die with no one to remember me and never experience love.

Hi I’m M22 and I have Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy and for those who don’t know it a disease with progressive muscular deterioration basically. I was one of the lucky ones I suppose you could say as I walked up until about a year ago though I could only walk in my house. Last August I broke my femur and haven’t walked since which honestly improved my mental health as I didn’t have to worry about falling and breaking any bones anymore. I now spend most of my time in a wheelchair but just got a power chair that makes my life a lot easier.

I don’t really think it bothers me I just feel really down that I can’t live or will ever like others my age. A few years ago I got to live on campus but I got injured and couldn’t do back after one semester and that semester was the best 4 months of my life and I don’t think I’ll ever find enjoyment in life like that again.

I’m going to take some courses on campus for the first time in years which I’m looking forward to it’s just not going to be the same. But why should I ever try in life anymore when I can’t change it in the way I want to.

It’s really difficult for me to meet people and make friends because I’m at home most of the time so I’m hoping to make some friends when I go on campus but I know the odds of that are slim as I can’t do things as others in their 20s do. I also feel down a lot because I don’t know if I’ll ever get to experience real love with another person and feel like I’m going to miss out on a lot of firsts that I’m never going to have. Also it’s not fair to get in a relationship with someone as I can’t be what they need or want. I know I’m not in a mindset for a relationship now but even when I am it’s not going to happen. Mostly I just want friends.

I’m scared I have no purpose in life like sure I’ll get a degree and a job but I’m not really living I’m just existing.

I don’t know a good way to express myself either and sure I have supportive parents but it’s difficult to admit I have no social life and think constantly I’ll die with no one to remember me and never experience love.