u/LetMeInYourWindowH

i've always felt worthless. like i have no value whatsoever. i hate myself.

all my life i've either been bullied or invisible.

i want to try losing weight and achieving some kind of glow up. in a perfect world i would starting lifting weights, they say muscle looks good on everyone.

maybe if i'm beautiful people will finally like me. maybe i'll finally like myself.

unfortunately i don't have access to a gym. the only form of exercise i have access to is walking, and i have to force myself to do it.

can anyone relate? it's so hard being an autistic, unattractive woman.

i love the taste of juicy ripe orange (especially blood oranges). but i definitely do not love the feeling of biting into a pip. encountering a single pip in my orange is enough to put me off from eating the entire thing.

i know pipless oranges are supposed to be a thing, but sometimes you still get pips in them.

can anyone relate?