Lost and In Pain
I’ve gone back in time. Into my mind. Someone wake me up, I’m so fucked up. This can’t be real, no not again this can’t be who I am. Always losing my mind I need to be saved before I end my days I’m so fucking afraid to take my life so I just grab a knife and start carving away
I’m sober now still I live in hell everything gets harder on the third day. Please, please stop make it all go away I’m out of breath and I can feel myself start to suffocate
Hanging off the floor there’s a noose above my door frame this is all such a familiar pain. The noose stays loose make the fucking voices stop they’re so mean to you. Crawling off the chair I’m in such despair sinking to ground hoping I’ll be lost and never found