I really want an answer on this question. I know it'll break my heart if it does, but is listening to music haram. Please be kind in the comments. And can someone give me suggestions on what to listen to to fill the gaps? Thanks!
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So I came from a DV situation and now live somewhere else far far away. Problem is I still care about this person and have their number memorized. Occasionally I call this person to check on them... Which is what I did today. The other person in the house(yes there was a main abuser and I was in a relationship with the female victims),he was all pissy and was like don't call blah blah blah. And it was in that moment I realized I should have never called her today because he was home. Now I want to sh and feel bad for doing something stupid that I know wouldn't get me anywhere. Advice?
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So I came from a DV situation and now live somewhere else far far away. Problem is I still care about this person and have their number memorized. Occasionally I call this person to check on them... Which is what I did today. The other person in the house(yes there was a main abuser and I was in a relationship with the female victims),he was all pissy and was like don't call blah blah blah. And it was in that moment I realized I should have never called her today because he was home. Now I want to sh and feel bad for doing something stupid that I know wouldn't get me anywhere. Advice?
So I came from a DV situation and now live somewhere else far far away. Problem is I still care about this person and have their number memorized. Occasionally I call this person to check on them... Which is what I did today. The other person in the house(yes there was a main abuser and I was in a relationship with the female victims),he was all pissy and was like don't call blah blah blah. And it was in that moment I realized I should have never called her today because he was home. Now I want to sh and feel bad for doing something stupid that I know wouldn't get me anywhere. Advice?
So I am 24 and a new revert of about a month and a half. I have a lot of mental and physical health issues. I struggle to even pray once a day. It feels like a chore, or I get distracted and my mind can't focus halfway through. I've been trying so hard but I feel I am failing Allah deeply. I just don't know what to do.
Hurt myself last night while in the shower with plastic tips from one of my bottles of face wash ... I was almost at a year clean. I don't own razors because they are a trigger for me and therefore don't shave anymore.... I've been suicidal and decided to hurt myself instead of trying to end it.
So as the title says I have a couple of abbays and have no clue what to wear underneath them. I have mainly all black abbays and summer is quickly approaching here in TN(it gets HOT here) any advice?
I'm on naltrexone for self harm urges, today was my dad's birthday and he's been gone 8 years now... I've recently found my faith in Islam, and while that's been going good mentally I'm worn. I haven't hurt myself since last July. I live in a sober living home and while I live in my community my urges are still strong and present... Idk wtf to do I just want to cut just to feel relief from the pain I feel. Idk I just need to get this off my chest