u/EtmopterusPerryi

Sometimes I wish this subreddit was less of just posting other people's art

it seems like half the time even if they credit the person nobody even realizes it's not their own art and it feels weird. I might just be complaining but it feels kind of just like I'm going on pinterest lmao 😭

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u/EtmopterusPerryi — 1 day ago

Memory is infact worse. [C.ai+ User]

I've really quickly noticed it's just gotten worse than when I was using it this morning before my app updated. I don't know how else I'd elaborate on that, it's just kind of crud now lol. Forgetting basic information from a just-sent message. Kinda crazy.

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u/EtmopterusPerryi — 3 days ago

New to this community and having questions!

Hi :D If this comes off as rude, please let me know and I will remove this. From what I understand this subreddit is for sharing/finding new pronouns, sharing/finding flags, and finding labels for certain gender experiences ? Are there other purposes to this subreddit? I kind of wanted to post about my own gender identity to ask if there was a pre-existing term that applied to it but I cannot tell if this is an appropriate place to ask.

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u/EtmopterusPerryi — 4 days ago

Why do people keep posting lolicon or child characters on here

I get that as a kid you have crushes on other kid characters but half of these don't even apply. If you're 13 or older as is the minimum to post on reddit you shouldn't be crushing on 8 year olds.

u/EtmopterusPerryi — 4 days ago
▲ 684 r/Fallout

What do I buy? My parents have been collecting for awhile lmao. I want to try and count how many there are at some point

u/EtmopterusPerryi — 5 days ago

Repurposing this gas mask bag, it's got too much empty space and I'm looking for ideas on what to do with it :[

It looks naked and it's bothering me lmao.

u/EtmopterusPerryi — 5 days ago

Years of suffering grades has led me to having a doomer mentality

My mental health has been wretched since my first year of middle school decided to start at the start of the pandemic. My grades have been reflecting this and I realistically shouldn't have been allowed to pass from grade 6 to 11 where I am now. This year, late February to early March, I've been able to get mental help and medicated but I feel like I'm stuck in the mentality of it being too late. For years I've been stuck in a cycle of "I'll do better" just to not and it's hard trying to convince myself it's not like that this time and it'll stick. I've been consistently doing a lot better since before I got help but I feel like I'm still waiting for the other shoe to drop. I now have a college plan and I'm going through a route that'll get me to the point I've spent most of my life convincing myself was unachievable. I've garnered a resentment for myself that I don't know how to escape for not making it easier earlier on and for spending years unnecessarily struggling in school. I've been given help, I've figured out how to apply it, but the mentality still has its hold on me and I don't know what to do.

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u/EtmopterusPerryi — 5 days ago

Interests and ego

I don't know why but I've always had a love hate relationship with my own interests and talking about them. I love getting to talk about the complexities of it, but I also tend to feel like if I'm not the most educated and informed and like the number one fan of this subject then I don't even have the right calling it an interest. It's like this really fragile film of ego that blankets over everything I get into and it's also incredibly annoying. I don't know if this relates specifically to being neurodivergent but most of my friends who've related to it are? Might just be a correlation ≠ causation thing though. I just wanted to know if anyone else experiences this.

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u/EtmopterusPerryi — 5 days ago

Is there anything obvious to people outside of the U.S. that Americans seem completely blind/desensitized to?

I love learning about propaganda but given I don't get to see my country from a non-american perspective, and most of what I see is kind of just taught to me from a "everyone in the US is extremely patriotic" stance lmao. I don't think I can tell the difference at this point between patriotism and propaganda.

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u/EtmopterusPerryi — 5 days ago

I know there are practical reasons to use cryptocurrency other than privacy but I don't understand the privacy aspect super well, what are people achieving by privatizing their banking activity from the government?

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u/EtmopterusPerryi — 6 days ago

United States based if anyone has any stores to recommend. I'm somewhere around an H cup (US size) and I've tried a couple times to buy a binder online only for it to not really work out. I understand binders can only go so far but I'm also pretty sure I've bought some pretty shoddy quality binders. Don't really know what to do. - ‸ -

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u/EtmopterusPerryi — 7 days ago

i somehow went from creating colorful fantasy gods to scifi horror and it's throwing me off. like switching from genshin-esque designs to silent hill-esque designs, but I can't take my own art remotely seriously because of how much of a silly hobby it's been to me and it's making it frustrating for me to sit down and work on characters because I now feel silly and edgy trying to seriously draw, not to mention the mad burnout despite the desire to create. I genuinely love making these ocs but I kind of feel stupid trying to do so.

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u/EtmopterusPerryi — 8 days ago

I haven't used anything gacha in a really long time and I don't know what gacha mods are really utilized and good at the moment. I can use whatever is on android or laptop ( ;´ - `;)

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u/EtmopterusPerryi — 10 days ago

When fact sharing time comes it's hard to think of things that are appropriate to discuss with people. I have to remember that just because it's a topic that I enjoy and am comfortable talking about with my friends that doesn't apply to everyone. It's difficult to figure out what I can and can't bring up, and I wish I had a little person in my ear who I could run by what I want to say and they could tell me if I can or can't say it. It's hard not oversharing because oftentimes I don't even realize I'm doing it.

u/EtmopterusPerryi — 10 days ago

I feel stupid. I understand that one of the reasons my mental health is becoming so prevalent to me and the amount of treatment feels so sudden is because this is one of the first times in my life that I have the opportunity to prioritize emotional comfort instead of just strict survival but it feels so sudden and it feels like I’m asking for so much. I’m struggling to tell what’s a want and what’s a need when it comes to mental health and I don’t want to be taking advantage of something that’s a need for someone else without realizing it. When discussing issues I have at school with my doctor and they suggest something that classifies as an accommodation I just feel like it’s not worth the trouble. Whenever I have to explain it to someone like a teacher I just feel attention seeking. I need to wear earplugs for sensory sake but my spanish teachers doesn’t let us speak english and I avoid wearing them because I just don’t know how I’d deal with the conversation. I don’t want to be treated like a toddler because I need help. Part of me wishes I’d transferred to the virtual school so I didn’t have to deal with stuff like this but god knows I suck with virtual learning. I can’t wait for someone to invent a way to just . remove the overstimulation part of my brain so I’m nonchalant 24/7. I don’t know man.

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u/EtmopterusPerryi — 10 days ago