u/Emotional-Time-8999

My skin is so shitty at 100mg a week. I had an beautiful skin prior to test. M24.

After 8 months of testosterone acne started after years of nothing. I had a flare up as a teen from 16 to 18 but it went away on its own. Now i lowered the dose and my arms have spots on there and my chest is also ugly and filled with a bit of scars that need to fade and new pimples.

My libido is amazing,my mood is also amazing.

Now i bought accutane. I heard abot lower dose stopping sebum production just enough to not get side effects but i am now reading stories of mood swings and low energy on accutane and im confused about what to do.should i take it. What is the point of these amazing benefits for gym and libido if im going to get lethargic and moody on accutane. My skin on my face is clear but i destroyed skin on my body. Not that bad but ill need atleast 3 months to recover and idk what to do.

I dont know if its fear mongering and unusual cases. Share your experiences and what did u do for the skin.

Im 24m and 24f. contact for a year, thousand of exchanged messages and calls. My dear friend and kinda potential gf. Flirted also etc. Guess what. I call her the other day and we talk for 2 hours on the phone. She asks me when are we going out and i say in 2-3 days just to finish something. I call her day after at 3 pm. First ringtone then Busy. Alright lets call her tonight. All calls instant Busy. Next day the same. Something didnt feel right. And i listen to myself and do it. I wait for two hours to pass from last call and i call her from my sister phone. Ringtone. I drop the call after a second. Shes calling for two times to see who it is i dont pick up. Instant brutal realization. I had some sort of mental breakdown. I never experienced something like this in my life and i now know why people hurt themselves over other people.

We had an genuine connection, she talked to me about her problems, dreams, everything, pictures, laughed together,it was a serious '' something" and i considered her a great person and friend.

I immediately get overwashed with this intense stress all over my body. Then i get nausea, fast heartbeat and this sinking deep sadness and feelings of rejection. Betrayal. Like whole image of person fell apart and i was met with something cold and brutal. A stranger.

I jump in my car and drive for 6 hours nowhere and back to home. I just couldnt stay still at home. I cried a lot. I was in shock. The person who i think i knew discarded me like i am nothing. She meant a world to me. Maybe i was in limerence. Maybe it was love but not the one where you need the person but selfless one. But yeah. Deeply traumatised and im going to sleep this off and throw away the number and never look back. I need to meet new people and get over this somehow. Please i need some words of comfort as i believe i suffered some sort of mental breakdown. I will feel better when i wake up and it will be easier to handle but i couldnt believe people can act so far to appear as genuine and do this. Brutal

Im 24m and 24f. contact for a year, thousand of exchanged messages and calls. My dear friend and kinda potential gf. Flirted also etc. Guess what. I call her the other day and we talk for 2 hours on the phone. She asks me when are we going out and i say in 2-3 days just to finish something. I call her day after at 3 pm. First ringtone then Busy. Alright lets call her tonight. All calls instant Busy. Next day the same. Something didnt feel right. And i listen to myself and do it. I wait for two hours to pass from last call and i call her from my sister phone. Ringtone. I drop the call after a second. Shes calling for two times to see who it is i dont pick up. Instant brutal realization. I had some sort of mental breakdown. I never experienced something like this in my life and i now know why people hurt themselves over other people.

We had an genuine connection, she talked to me about her problems, dreams, everything, pictures, laughed together,it was a serious '' something" and i considered her a great person and friend.

I immediately get overwashed with this intense stress all over my body. Then i get nausea, fast heartbeat and this sinking deep sadness and feelings of rejection. Betrayal. Like whole image of person fell apart and i was met with something cold and brutal. A stranger.

I jump in my car and drive for 6 hours nowhere and back to home. I just couldnt stay still at home. I cried a lot. I was in shock. The person who i think i knew discarded me like i am nothing. She meant a world to me. Maybe i was in limerence. Maybe it was love but not the one where you need the person but selfless one. But yeah. Deeply traumatised and im going to sleep this off and throw away the number and never look back. I need to meet new people and get over this somehow. Please i need some words of comfort as i believe i suffered some sort of mental breakdown. I will feel better when i wake up and it will be easier to handle but i couldnt believe people can act so far to appear as genuine and do this. Brutal

Im 24m and 24f. contact for a year, thousand of exchanged messages and calls. My dear friend and kinda potential gf. Flirted also etc. Guess what. I call her the other day and we talk for 2 hours on the phone. She asks me when are we going out and i say in 2-3 days just to finish something. I call her day after at 3 pm. First ringtone then Busy. Alright lets call her tonight. All calls instant Busy. Next day the same. Something didnt feel right. And i listen to myself and do it. I wait for two hours to pass from last call and i call her from my sister phone. Ringtone. I drop the call after a second. Shes calling for two times to see who it is i dont pick up. Instant brutal realization. I had some sort of mental breakdown. I never experienced something like this in my life and i now know why people hurt themselves over other people.

We had an genuine connection, she talked to me about her problems, dreams, everything, pictures, laughed together,it was a serious '' something" and i considered her a great person and friend.

I immediately get overwashed with this intense stress all over my body. Then i get nausea, fast heartbeat and this sinking deep sadness and feelings of rejection. Betrayal. Like whole image of person fell apart and i was met with something cold and brutal. A stranger.

I jump in my car and drive for 6 hours nowhere and back to home. I just couldnt stay still at home. I cried a lot. I was in shock. The person who i think i knew discarded me like i am nothing. She meant a world to me. Maybe i was in limerence. Maybe it was love but not the one where you need the person but selfless one. But yeah. Deeply traumatised and im going to sleep this off and throw away the number and never look back. I need to meet new people and get over this somehow. Please i need some words of comfort as i believe i suffered some sort of mental breakdown. I will feel better when i wake up and it will be easier to handle but i couldnt believe people can act so far to appear as genuine and do this. Brutal

Im 24m and 24f. contact for a year, thousand of exchanged messages and calls. My dear friend and kinda potential gf. Flirted also etc. Guess what. I call her the other day and we talk for 2 hours on the phone. She asks me when are we going out and i say in 2-3 days just to finish something. I call her day after at 3 pm. First ringtone then Busy. Alright lets call her tonight. All calls instant Busy. Next day the same. Something didnt feel right. And i listen to myself and do it. I wait for two hours to pass from last call and i call her from my sister phone. Ringtone. I drop the call after a second. Shes calling for two times to see who it is i dont pick up. Instant brutal realization. I had some sort of mental breakdown. I never experienced something like this in my life and i now know why people hurt themselves over other people.

We had an genuine connection, she talked to me about her problems, dreams, everything, pictures, laughed together,it was a serious '' something" and i considered her a great person and friend.

I immediately get overwashed with this intense stress all over my body. Then i get nausea, fast heartbeat and this sinking deep sadness and feelings of rejection. Betrayal. Like whole image of person fell apart and i was met with something cold and brutal. A stranger.

I jump in my car and drive for 6 hours nowhere and back to home. I just couldnt stay still at home. I cried a lot. I was in shock. The person who i think i knew discarded me like i am nothing. She meant a world to me. Maybe i was in limerence. Maybe it was love but not the one where you need the person but selfless one. But yeah. Deeply traumatised and im going to sleep this off and throw away the number and never look back. I need to meet new people and get over this somehow. Please i need some words of comfort as i believe i suffered some sort of mental breakdown. I will feel better when i wake up and it will be easier to handle but i couldnt believe people can act so far to appear as genuine and do this. Brutal