u/EMArogue

Today I missed a work group call and had a mini-breakdown

I am 23, everyone seems to have a group of friends whilst I just… don’t

The only people who talk to me regularly are my parents but if they aren’t complaining, they’ll just talk at how I should make more friends or how lonely I am as if I don’t already know

I have 1 friend in university but whilst she’s a nice person she just constantly talks about her bf, I am not angry at her for being happy in a relationship but it gets annoying really quickly

Another friend who I met at a con but she’s only 18 and she doesn’t really use whatsapp and lives a bit far from me

My best friend has been basically unreachable ever since she moved out of the state

My ex blocked me out of nowhere (as in, I had the previously mentioned female friend take a look at the chat and she just said she had no idea why she’d leave me, let alone block me) a month after we had already broken up and remained friends

And basically everyone else just kinda left…

I don’t want much, I know noone owes me a friendship or a relationship but it’s just so tiring having to keep going when I am still amazed I am able to get the strength to get out of bed and eat something for lunch, usually late despite the hunger because… why does it matter? To whom? I just want to go to sleep and never wake up, I am just tired….

Am I the only one who finds it… weird? Like did he go to Tibet and stumbled on the monks? It seems so out of pocket he got Batman’s ancient tibetan monks techniques for… reasons because he decided to explore the world which I also don’t really get since you’d expect him to keep trying saving his mother’s soul

Like, if they wanted him to learn the magical arts you’d expect a covenant of witches (which would fit more the fantasy-esque european style) or maybe a Romani clan similar to the one that taught his mother

It just seems out of left field he just goes from New York to Tibet instead of going back to Europe/Latveria

And idk, I feel like I’m missing something here

Might be because I love dual characters, might be because I enjoy cute stuff (especially when it’s contrasted by edgier-looking stuff) but the fact that MG is reduced to a speaker is genuinely depressing

Any chance we might get a mod that adds her riding our favorite Dinosaur? (Although still, it should have been both, imagine the emotes, MVP’s etc)

It just makes things all the worse, for any other kind of issue it’s usually common for other people to help you or at least not make the issue bigger than it has to be.

With depression, you just have to suck it up and, if anything, not show the symptoms too much otherwise you’ll be just shunned out of anything, you’ll be the one at fault and whatnot; it reinforces the idea that the issue isn’t the problem but how you deal with it (and by extension you as a person) is the problem