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neseniai tapau vegane ir nežinau, kur geriausia pirkti tokius dalykus

i live in a four season country and it is tiring to say the least. every change of season i get almost bedridden and feel just a general depression come over me. every single season.
it’s both physical and psychological. physically it’s hard to adjust to weather and temperatures and light. my sleep never is consistent because the sun rises and sets so differently. psychologically it is hard because time passes. and things change all the time. and i can’t grasp it.
it’s making me dread the years to come because i know i’ll have to survive another autumn, another winter, spring and summer. and then again and again and again.
i can’t move to a different country but i don’t know how to cope here

for example if i am eating strawberries i will eat one that is not as tasty as the others and i will be overcome by this dreadful feeling that i was meant to stop eating before that last strawberry and that i did something wrong for me and my body by eating that one strawberry. sometimes that makes me stop eating when i get to a really tasty bite because that way i at least stop “correctly”
has anyone experienced this??

i take 15mg of fluoxetine, 15mg of olanzapine, 15mg of mirtazapine and 10mg of aripiprozole.
i am afraid it greatly reduced my sensitivity, which i thought to be a crucial part of my life. i cry and laugh a lot less often and just feel a little numb to life’s ups and downs. part of me is reassured by this because that means less anxiety and improved depression symptoms (and even less sensitivity to bright lights and loud sounds), but the other part of me is sad to see this essential thing of my character dwindle away? i don’t know, i have very mixed feelings.
i believe this could be caused by medication? have you experienced something similar?

i want to be vegan but my family will not support it.

i have been vegetarian before, when i was 16-18 and it was plain awful. my closer family (parents and siblings) didn’t care, but my grandpa and aunt were constantly eating me alive for my choice, almost begging me to eat meat again.
i now live closer to them and see them maybe once a month. our relationship is quite strained already and i don’t want to experience that kind of reaction again. i’m thinking i could just not say that i’m vegan and eat meat when i’m at their house and be vegan everywhere else.
could i just eat meat less than once a month?

Fiction, possibly young adult, possibly a series.

A guy lives with his siblings and painter mom near the woods (maybe moved recently?). He goes exploring once and gets chased by crows, finds a tavern and realises he’s either gone back in time or to another magical world. He meets a beautiful girl with a pet owl.

The rest of the plot is something like the guy and his younger siblings spend time in that other world and get magical weapons or powers that each match their abilities?

They fight a monster and in the end they realise it is a man-made mechanic?

Another plot point i remember very clearly is the mother painting scenes and portraits she has never seen before irl but that match what the protagonist is living through in the woods. The mother says they just come to her mind or in her dreams.

I read this book on my Kindle 4 or 5 years ago. I was 13-15 ish and the book was pretty appropriate I’d say. I was regularly reading books meant for older people.

I have no idea what the original language is, but i may have read it in lithuanian? So it’s either translated or the original language.

I read tons of books in my childhood and teen years, i may have mixed plots from different books so take it with a grain of salt! For example, i’m not sure if the mechanic monster and the ability-specific weapons are from this same book.

I would be happy with any help! Thank you.

no fancy tools, stone is fine

never beaten the ender dragon

building on a small scale

lots and lots of pets!

focusing on the aesthetics and the comfort aspect of the game

singleplayer survival on easy mode;)