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When I was 10 my parents got divorced. When I was 12 my mom found a boyfriend. I thought he was fine, made weird remarks sometimes. Stuff I didn't think about too hard. Looking back it was fucked up, sexual remarks, shit about having a threesome with my mother. When I was 13 he sat in the garage and started mastribating next to me. I blocked it out. He kept grabbing my thigh, I pushed his hand down. He watched porn next to me and I looked away.

When I was 16 we drove up about 3 miles down a road. He stops and starts giving be a "backrub" he tries to reach around. I push him off. We drive back. I was in denial, I just ignored it every time. I let them get married. I told myself that my mom loved him and deserved to be able to. I thought it would just be me. When I was 17 my sibling said he had offered them sex for money, I broke. I filed a police report, did an interview, 8 months later. Nothing it's not even in their system when I ask. No one has seen my case. I worry he will drink too much one day and snap. Show up somewhere, my school I have PTSD/panic attacks about it. The only reason I filed is so he couldn't hurt anyone else.

When I was 10 my parents got divorced. When I was 12 my mom found a boyfriend. I thought he was fine, made weird remarks sometimes. Stuff I didn't think about too hard. Looking back it was fucked up, sexual remarks, shit about having a threesome with my mother. When I was 13 he sat in the garage and started mastribating next to me. I blocked it out. He kept grabbing my thigh, I pushed his hand down. He watched porn next to me and I looked away.

When I was 16 we drove up about 3 miles down a road. He stops and starts giving be a "backrub" he tries to reach around. I push him off. We drive back. I was in denial, I just ignored it every time. I let them get married. I told myself that my mom loved him and deserved to be able to. I thought it would just be me. When I was 17 my sibling said he had offered them sex for money, I broke. I filed a police report, did an interview, 8 months later. Nothing it's not even in their system when I ask. No one has seen my case. I worry he will drink too much one day and snap. Show up somewhere, my school I have PTSD/panic attacks about it. The only reason I filed is so he couldn't hurt anyone else.

When I was 10 my parents got divorced. When I was 12 my mom found a boyfriend. I thought he was fine, made weird remarks sometimes. Stuff I didn't think about too hard. Looking back it was fucked up, sexual remarks, shit about having a threesome with my mother. When I was 13 he sat in the garage and started mastribating next to me. I blocked it out. He kept grabbing my thigh, I pushed his hand down. He watched porn next to me and I looked away.

When I was 16 we drove up about 3 miles down a road. He stops and starts giving be a "backrub" he tries to reach around. I push him off. We drive back. I was in denial, I just ignored it every time. I let them get married. I told myself that my mom loved him and deserved to be able to. I thought it would just be me. When I was 17 my sibling said he had offered them sex for money, I broke. I filed a police report, did an interview, 8 months later. Nothing it's not even in their system when I ask. No one has seen my case. I worry he will drink too much one day and snap. Show up somewhere, my school I have PTSD/panic attacks about it. The only reason I filed is so he couldn't hurt anyone else.

Everyone in my life has failed to protect me.

I just need people to know what is happening to me. I feel alone, I feel unable to tell anyone what I actually feel about it.​

When I was 10 my parents got divorced. When I was 12 my mom found a boyfriend. I thought he was fine, made weird remarks sometimes. Stuff I didn't think about too hard. Looking back it was fucked up, sexual remarks, shit about having a threesome with my mother. When I was 13 he sat in the garage and started mastribating next to me. I tried to tell my mom that he made me uncomfortable. I blocked it out. He kept grabbing my thigh, I pushed his hand down. He watched porn next to me and I looked away. When I was 16 we drove up about 3 miles down a road. He stops and starts giving be a "backrub" he tries to reach around. I push him off. We drive back. I was in denial, I just ignored it every time. I let them get married. I told myself that my mom loved him and deserved to be able to. I thought it would just be me. When I was 17 my sibling said he had offered them sex for money, I broke. I filed a police report, did an interview, 8 months later. Nothing it's not even in their system when I ask. No one has seen my case. I worry he will drink too much one day and snap. Show up somewhere, my school I have PTSD/panic attacks about it. The only reason I filed is so he couldn't hurt anyone else. I was just a kid, I'm still just a kid. I can't have anyone touch my back without thinking of it. I hate myself for putting my neice at risk. I ask myself why I didn't say anything sooner.