u/Civil-Ad2931

I got Quizlet and I think maybe I can learn online if I actually try some days. Like I kind of feel more productive today so maybe I can try but I don’t think it will work out still though. Like I feel productive today, but I just know tomorrow I won’t feel that way. Usually always works out whenever I’m in person studying. Lately I’ve been canceling my public transportation. it’s bc im on my summer break. I have a test to do still though. I think I’m just gonna put my phone in another room. I can’t continue doing procrastinating. when I’m at the college I study.

I didn’t want to continue telling every guy I meet this so I stopped. I am afraid my bf will do bad things when they see my family if I tell them. like they already was like I’ll beat her ass when my sister n law was talking crap to me for no reason. I’ve never seen them get into a fight and they haven’t hurt me. they would take it very seriously bc he hates this rapists who lives near him with kids. so family get together might be weird and if we have kids 🙄 I hope he allows my stepdad near our kids. I don’t even agree with him being alone near them but if there’s someone in there. I’d put cameras up if my mom was just watching them. I thought of just telling him farther in our relationship.

I told my bf we could have one if choose the girl it’s with. hes not up for threesomes with guys. does that sound unfair to you?

I’m gonna put codependent on my parents insurance I think. Im in a relationship though so we dream of the future. not happening anytime soon. I got birth control. he was saying the other day that I should get a credit card. he’s opening up a credit card account to raise his credit score. he was telling me a negative credit score is basically worse than 0. I got nothing. I have 0. it takes a while to raise it up ig. idk how long though. I’m 21 and still am in college.

why are celebs just turning out to be VERY thin with no boobs either and showing their shoulder bones too. Ik naturally thin people can be born showing their shoulder bones but I don’t prefer it on my body. like there’s all different ways people are basically cheating their ways of getting skinny. Ik everything doesn’t count as cheating but yeah. Ik someone who turned vegan but now eats dairy. dont prefer their bodies honestly bc they look old, shoulder showing, wears a‘s they wore d’s, and I assume it’s just more work and money to get strong. I’m not sure though. I mean, I don’t wish that on them though. just envious some. I eat healthy but it sucks I haven’t seen results. I just gotta do more cardio but I’d rather do that then cheat. if I started doing muscle work outs now and dieting then I think I’d be more in shape then some vegans. Just the time they take to get in shape I question if it’s really work it. It is to them and that’s all that matters. I’m just ranting. fr, though, they get skinny asf having to pay more for food+ gym for longer to get results. my goal is like a rappers ass but actually natural. I just say that bc I listen to girl rap and I be looking at their butt sometimes . my brother already thinks I’m more of a bulk type of person when looking at my arms. idk if that big of a butt would be uncomfortable. I’m not getting surgery, ok. I think yoga is healthy.

I got birth control VERY recently. It’s not working yet because I have to wait a bit. Anyways, the condo broke so my boyfriend’s off going to get Plan B. I’m so sick of Plan B. The exact reason why I got freaking birth control. just funny it’s on Mother’s Day.

I annoy him because I can talk to anyone basically. He annoys me because he just doesn’t trust anyone. I’m saying like he’s like a country folk and if he hears any sound near his house, he just grabs a gun.

I’m in no rush to have kids or buy a home. I mean it’s my dream but in reality it’s gonna be forever from now. I do need to start building credit one day. need to start putting money in my 401k too. idk how much kids I even want to have. I don’t know how I can even afford these things. I’m still graduating. I just gotta tell him. he spends his money pretty fast I realized. idk if I will even date him forever.

what if you eat a meal that has all nutrients you need in it then just through the week you basically eat nothing. just drink something or eat something very little. that’d still be fasting I think. or what if you eat through the week very little but with all the nutrients you need. I think that one is fine. what about the first one though

i wanna get the newest one I can get that’s CHEAP. I wanna sedan car.