u/Careful_Thing622

I try to control things ,i refuse and deny alot if things that come in my way not like what I desire

I think that it is mandatory that life expected to be the same like what I draw in my mind

I expect that the design will be shaped in real life or I will not satisfied and I Will be in pain

Like I feel that the pure wife has a specific dressing or beauty and if not that I cannot accept or my life with her will be as hell .

trying to stay away from pain and suffering especially in my country marriage is difficult

That i have standards and that …has to be established

But may be one of women that come in my path is the chosen one but give that my back as it isnot inline with my mental design picture of wife

What do you think about my thinking?

Should I enter a relationship with a girl that come to my path or i don’t leave my demands under any circumstances

Is she come to your path even it isnot inline with your standards or do you have with order of allah partially control over that ?

I try to control things ,i refuse and deny alot if things that come in my way not like what I desire

I think that it is mandatory that life expected to be the same like what I draw in my mind

I expect that the design will be shaped in real life or I will not satisfied and I Will be in pain

Like I feel that the pure wife has a specific dressing or beauty and if not that I cannot accept or my life with her will be as hell .

trying to stay away from pain and suffering especially in my country marriage is difficult

That i have standards and that …has to be established

But may be one of women that come in my path is the chosen one but give that my back as it isnot inline with my mental design picture of wife

What do you think about my thinking?

Should I enter a relationship with a girl that come to my path or i don’t leave my demands under any circumstances

Is she come to your path even it isnot inline with your standards or do you have with order of allah partially control over that ?

I have just bought new pmp course from udemy , the instructor said the exam curriculum will be updated in july and the instructor will update the course so until the course will update what are the topics that still the same before and after the update so I can start with them now and donnot waste my time in waiting?

I try to control things ,i refuse and deny alot if things that come in my way not like what I desire

I think that it is mandatory that life expected to be the same like what I draw in my mind

I expect that the design will be shaped in real life or I will not satisfied and I Will be in pain

Like I feel that the pure wife has a specific dressing or beauty and if not that I cannot accept or my life with her will be as hell .

trying to stay away from pain and suffering especially in my country marriage is difficult

That i have standards and that …has to be established

But may be one of women that come in my path is the chosen one but give that my back as it isnot inline with my mental design picture of wife

What do you think about my thinking?

Should I enter a relationship with a girl that come to my path or i don’t leave my demands under any circumstances

Is she come to your path even it isnot inline with your standards or do you have with order of allah partially control over that ?

I try to control things ,i refuse and deny alot if things that come in my way not like what I desire

I think that it is mandatory that life expected to be the same like what I draw in my mind

I expect that the design will be shaped in real life or I will not satisfied and I Will be in pain

Like I feel that the pure wife has a specific dressing or beauty and if not that I cannot accept or my life with her will be as hell .

trying to stay away from pain and suffering especially in my country marriage is difficult

That i have standards and that …has to be established

But may be one of women that come in my path is the chosen one but give that my back as it isnot inline with my mental design picture of wife

What do you think about my thinking?

Should I enter a relationship with a girl that come to my path or i don’t leave my demands under any circumstances

Is she come to your path even it isnot inline with your standards or do you have with order of allah partially control over that ?

for the last time because no much reviews or experience that I gained from you to take a decision

That is my goal what do you recommend?( I posted before so if anyone wants to add new suggestions other than mendi or muse ?

So my goal is :

Stress entolerance

emotional regulation

,focus,

anxiety and ptsd

Long lasting results and real time feedback

Budget friendly

Most importantly as i will export it and no local store in my country I need to be high reliable an rare down issues or malfunctioning especially in hardware

I donnot care if it is wired or wireless

But most important low hardware issues as there is no local distributors for any of NF products so they f something happens I will have large to send it abroad to be maintained and return it back ?