u/BoatIll2662

I'm working full time and still can't meet ends. I have chronic diseases as well as mental health issues that require medicine. I can't afford to pay 80 euro so many times. I can barely afford food.

I feel like there's a judgement when it comes to medical card, people look down on you. The cost of living in this country is extremely high and salaries for graduates does not match the cost of living and rent.

I would be homeless if I had to pay all the medicine and GP visit out of my pocket.

He can barely look me in the eye - he's very dismissive, impatient, cuts me off, talks about his life and I'm sitting there feel like I'm the therapist on the top I'm trying to make him feel comfortable.

I have severe anxiety issues and life circumstances like life and death. This guy is not helping me at all.

Should I ditch him?

He can not make eye contact, he talks over me, very impatient as if I'm his therapist.

This made me so uncomfortable and I could never open up to him. Its like baby sitting him.

I felt worse leaving especially as a gay person who's about to seek asylum and that my life is in danger.

I've been called faggot by 22 yo idiot even though he's literally on Grindr. What's up with them? They seem to be very homophobic yet always on Grindr. They also never meet at all, completely shameless people with zero civil sense. Very sociopathic. They block you after making promises each and every time.

I'm a gay guy who's very feminine and only bottom.

For me to be able to orgasm hands free, I need to be pounded for hours. That's how I feel like I'm finally making love.

But literally no guy can give that to me.

I heard this from women as well, most guys can never make women orgasm because they either ejaculate fast or get tired physically. If it is natural and both parties meant to reach orgasm while making love, why can't most men give this to us? Or did modern men get physically weaker?

I never been there - I'm feminine openly gay guy. Just scared of there are homophobic male groups there.

I been to George bar million times and I'm bored of it. Mother club is too masc4masc and techno music isn't for me, they be staring at the DJ mindlessly as if something magically will appear.. 66 is too packed and can't breath, there's no ventilation system. Pantibar is fine but again people don't talk, only creeps creep on you.

I just want large venue with pop music and maybe dance or have fun. I think dicey's garden is the only one in Ireland for that?

I finished my bachelors here in Ireland and built my life here - If I go back to my country, I would get killed, probably murdered in the most brutal way because of how religious and homophobic they are.

The thing is, because of all the right wing eco chamber I've seen so much in Ireland, I feel ashamed to even admit people that I need to seek asylum even though I would be dead otherwise. I shouldn't feel this way as it's about my well being but again, I just feel embarrassed for telling people about this. Im very close to being admitted to hospital due to anxiety and panick attacks for fear of my life. But people look at me when I say this that I'm sort of a parasite, because that I need humanitarian help. Its so degrading and humiliating.

I'm out and all. But because of the fraudulent applications, bad people etc, I just cant help but feeling judged as if they think I'm just like the ones who don't need help.

There is so much right wing influence in all over the world, both US and Europe. Sometimes it really gets into your mind. I hate it. It really makes you feel like you are doing something wrong.