u/BB_Arrivederci

I deal with it daily to where it's like OCD around people. I get flashbacks and stuff. I was told to just stop feeling guilty and that I have all the control now, but it still hurts me every day. I constantly scream at myself to stop doing it.

I know a successful prissy NT who does mimic my ASD traits I think to make me like him more. Like he's not insulting my traits by doing so its him trying to be in a relatable position with me.