r/MissedInitials

I know that between us I have much more to be sorry for and I take full responsibility for my actions. I should've stepped back. I had a chance to stop you kissing me but I didn't. I didn't want to. I should've been braver, had more self-control. And I should've looked you in the eye when we went our separate ways. I should've been more gracious and used my words better. I know I tried to do right in the end but if I accidentally hurt you then , I'm so so sorry.

You made mistakes too, but you already know what they are. If I hadn't made it clear I forgave them ages ago. But sometimes I'm afraid that you're spiraling in your own mind. I hope that you've forgotten about me, that you're moving forward. A selfish part of me, the part that refuses to let go, hopes you'll reach out, and that you still care for me.

I hope that things are going well for you and that you meet someone new, someone better, and that when we meet again you are glad to see me, unaware of the pain that's sure to be inside me at that moment.

For the little that it's worth, I did love you....I still love you.

I hope you love yourself.

I'm trying and failing to love myself right now.

Take care,

Of acceptance.

Bam bam baaaaaaaaaahhmmm!

Yep.

Today , I not just acknowledge - but FULLY accept that everything about this connection..... And I mean EVERYTHING was all a delusion that I fed that remained only in my very messed up head.

With that - comes the awareness of that there are NO letters or poems or subliminal messages of love for me - and I am now aware of how totally unhinged that idea ever was to begin with 😅

This delusional - borderline psychotic time here was a fun and exciting - messed up ride that nearly sent me to a psych ward 😂😂😂

#noregrets(sorta)

I've enjoyed writing shit - so I think I might linger - but I am no longer looking - I ACCEPT PAST TEMPTATIONS THAT THERE IS NOTHING TO BE FOUND FOR ME however acknowledging that if I look hard enough, I will find messages in everything that align but NOT cos it's reality - but because of how real I WANT it to be ...in MY MIND ( that and reality are NOT the same thing)

Ok.

Well

Goodluck to me

And a reminder to all

- we are all victim to thee human condition.

Peace out lovers ✌🏽

I want you

I want you on your worst days

I want you on your best days

I want you on everyday in between

I feel like you are actually going to be good for me when you finally talk to me and tell me how you feel. At least I hope I’m getting the vibes from you right. The way you act with me I swear it’s different than how you interact with other people. When you look at me and then I make eye contact with you I swear I see a small amount of blush popping up a little, honestly kinda cute for a guy with curly hair to blush, melts my heart a little everytime I notice. I’ve also noticed when other people make you smile you don’t smile the same way you do with me, it looks like it actually reaches your eyes when you smile at me. Now I don’t know if I’m actually seeing that right if that is what’s happening if you do have feelings for me. Honestly I can’t wait to find out if you do, please talk to me soon the wait is killing me. I know it might take a bit for you to do it but ugh please don’t wait too long I just want to cuddle you and make you feel good in every way I can. You make me happier than him right now unfortunately, I’ve told him he’s broken my trust with him, he knows where I stand with him right now so talk to him whenever you’re ready I bet you he will tell you to go for it, you already know we’re both okay with it so why be scared? It won’t turn out how the shit with your other friend turned out we’re not like that. I already have a game plan in my head for how this will work just trust me to take the lead?

The one longing for you every night after you leave,

C

Lonely roads soon ahead that will lead back to the unknown emotions of laying eyes on one another

You can make posts all day long about how “you miss me but don’t want me to come back,” bc, well, I’m not coming back. 😂

I’m falling for someone else.

I wish you well. I really hope you get into some type of therapy to address the narcissistic tendencies you most certainly have. I was too much for you, so I hope you find less.

I've never seen the likes of someone who only fixates on the negative part of me without ever saying anything positive about me EVER ,This individual never i mean never

takes any kind of responsibility for there own actions .you sit back n think WTF.How do you deal with this kinda shit

FOUND MY FIANCE’ ON TINDER!!
What do I do? My best friend told me to check out Tinder. She said you Fiance’ is on this dating site charming as many woman as he can. I found him with his fake name and all. WOW, yes just WOW!! We are Senior Citizens, time to enjoy each other and have a blast these last few years here on earth.
What should I do?
Maybe pack his stuff and throw everything outside. Who would have ever thought?

I hope you are now at peace, focusing on yourself, not thinking about me anymore.

Thank you for all the good and bad moments, I learned a lot.

I miss what you made me feel, but not you. I can now move on and find my next person thanks to you.

Be happy, please.

You are as beautiful as the day I lost you. Don't lose that.