r/5MeODMT

I finally have reasonable access to synthetic 5meo which was kind of a requirement for me( I feel weird stressing out some frog I don't know over a little body load) 1mg carts for 150 which is kind of a good deal maybe? I love n,n but am nervous about this other one and it's only cause n,n was such a learning curve I am a little bit worried about going through it again....what should I expect? What should I hope to learn? Is there any intrinsic value in crossing over from bark to tree? What's your preference?

After many experiences with dmt I was finally ready to experience 5meo.

I've heard it described as "the end of the line" and that fits!

The only way I can explain it is, I reintegrated into "The All" the one consciousness. I felt all of the energy of all existence, come to a single point.

That was the most intense, most powerful, most beautiful thing I've ever experienced. I feel like I've reached the proverbial mountain peak of existence.

Has anyone else have a similar experience?

I was listening to Martin Ball recently and he said that smoking is the only reliable way to break through because of how rapid the onset is. He says the slower onset of snorting or plugging allows the mind to interfere. I was hoping to hear from people's actual experience here, if this is true or not.

A real question for those that have gone through an awakening experience and who also meditate. I had my experience 6 months ago and had never meditated before this. During my awakening I felt like I had died. No more thoughts and truly thought I had passed away...and then the ultimate moments of truths. I won't go into that but my question stems from this. That moment of death was shocking and extremely scary. Even though I saw what was on the other side and it's amazing...I can't get past the death feeling. When I get deep into a meditation session I get right to the same edge of death feeling and I stop the meditation right there as the same fears of dying come back. Has anyone else had these feelings and for those that push past this uncomfortable and scary part of the meditation...what's on the other side and how did you get past the loss of self/ego/death part? Thanks for any advice.

To preface, I was diagnosed with obsessive compulsive disorder a long time ago. I was on SSRI’s for a very long time along with other anxiety medication. I’ve been off of these medication‘s for over a year.
One of the major symptoms of this disorder is unrelenting intrusive thoughts. It’s like having someone sitting on your shoulder constantly saying the worst things imaginable to you about yourself and everything you do.
I am a long time psychedelics user. I’ve had heroic psilocybin trips which did amazing things for my depression and I’ve used LSD quite a bit.
Nothing prepared me for 5-MeO-DMT.
I only remember fragments from the trip, but I scared my friends because I screamed throughout as reality dissolved and I was blasted through.
It seems pretty clear from the video evidence that I experienced a major somatic trauma release. Needless to say, this was quite a harrowing and terrifying experience as I went through it.
After this experience, my mind is quiet for the first time that I can remember.
It has been weeks now, and the intrusive thoughts have not returned.
DMT is life-changing medicine.
I’ve considered using it again, but I hesitate. First of all, it was a really scary experience, but the change in me is so profound thatI won’t take for granted the healing it has facilitated.

You're smoking it wrong. Thats it.

You are sucking the smoke through a straw, while you should be breathing the air around your pen or pipe. Youre welcome.

Hello all, I wanted to inquire how one should approach 5meo dmt for their first time with it. I have a vape pen that has been sitting around for months but really have been too nervous to make an attempt at it. For those who have tried it, are very low doses of it something manageable? I have wondered if it could just give some uncomfortable body load and confusion. Really don't know how to approach it as I've just read mostly overwhelming experiences with it. Looking for some pointers, thanks.

I am interested in trying microdosing 5meo and am looking for some guidance. My reason to do it is I do have ptsd/Cptsd and pretty bad anxiety. I am not new at microdosing other substances but with 5meo I am completely new. As for sourcing I do have access to a larger strength pen but is it possible to dilute it to a lower strength that would be in the microdosing level?

Due to some of my PTSD symptoms of feeling trapped and stuck I have to be really cautious of dosing. I've learned that the hard way with other substances. Something about 5meo is calling me. I do plan on pairing it with some other healing modalities such as somatic experiencing or guided meditations that focus on healing.

Open to all suggestions.

Is to think that there is any shortcut.

Psychedelics are amplifiers. They will feed any delusion and help clarify any understanding.

The delusions are already there. The understanding is already there. They do not come from psychedelics.

Delusion still moves toward suffering. Understanding still moves toward letting go. The substance only amplifies the causes already present.

And so, in a strange joke of destiny, using a substance does not move the needle. The path is the path. Psychedelics do not change that, not a single bit. They are on it, like anything we do.

I share what I see. This might help in seeing that the way is still the cultivation of ethics, attention, and wisdom.

Hi,

I have an upcoming 5-MeO ceremony. I’m curious to know if two ceremonies are recommended? The facilitator seemed to describe it as a vitamin for your brain, but I’m afraid my first experience will already be overwhelming. Thoughts? I paid my deposit for both as well.

Do you think it's connected to the same near death experience white light, people talk about experiencing or something else entirely? ​