u/Oli_36

You're smoking it wrong. Thats it.

You are sucking the smoke through a straw, while you should be breathing the air around your pen or pipe. Youre welcome.

Hi friends!

I had a heavy 5meo session saturday night, and after i was finished and while relaxing, i felt energy flowing from my mouth, which felt similar to vomit and wasnt. I wasnt able to let it continue because anxiety spiked and i honestly got scared of vommitting.

Last night, i experienced the portal again, sober, and i was on the other side. I cant express what it was, and there was lots of geometry, maybe face bits, and i kind of felt like myself. Since last night (sunday night), ive been feeling better than ever.

I wish to experience the portal again, and im not sure how to do it without heavy-dosing 5meo for an hour or 2. Id love to hear your tips and insights!

Today i smoked FB in my new orbit, and i think it was a really good experience but it feels different than others say. It seemed more like introspection and daydream, and ive never been blasted out of my body. I keep wondering if i keep messing up smoking with the orbit even though ive read many guides, and the juice eventually turns black. But the first time i did it this session, i kept it golden. I did feel like i connected with god a little bit, although i never really felt the blasting off (still really never do, even with carts before), and this time i seemed to be the only presence.

Part of me feels like im really messing it up and i dont want to be wasting all my DMT but since i got the orbit (except for the very first smoke) its been more or less like that.

I could use encourangement more than anything at the moment, i think. One massive thing i took away from it is saying "good job god, you made xxxx really well!"