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I have about 400 hours or so but feels like my PvP is absolutely terrible. I was just trying to run solo at Trainyard with full metal kit and AK and died to a SAR in some grass I can't see. I didn't have enough time to react and died and lost my whole kit. Even when I do land shots sometimes, it feels like I'll whiff the rest of my mag and they'll kill me first. And don't even get me started on more than one person. Even if I do get the first kill, their friend is right there to finish me off before I can either wall or heal. I feel like absolute trash. Any half decent player doesn't die there.

I'm about 6'1, maybe a little over, which isn't exactly a blessing if you're trans. However, I find myself to be fortunate in that its mostly all my legs and and I have a relatively short torso for my height. I'll find that if I'm sitting down, I'll be fairly level with everyone around me despite my height.

However, for someone who is AMAB, this feels kind of strange. Most dudes I see who are my height or above have ridiculously long torsos. I'll have longer legs than someone who is multiple inches taller than me. Not like I'm complaining but certainly something I noticed.

For those who have finished treatment and orthodontic corrections, do your teeth look like normal?

For context, I just had jaw surgery in March and was born with a cleft lip and palate. 7 years of braces currently which was preceded by another 6 or so years of other orthodontic appliances and braces for only my top front teeth.

I've literally been working my whole life towards a smile that looks decent and nothing. Surgery just made everything worse. Maybe I'll never get what I want.

I'm 7 weeks post-op from DJS and genio for cleft lip and palate related complications. Pre-op, one of my incisors was missing and the other was smaller than it should be. However, I didn't completely hate my smile before. It was something I was finally learning to be content with after years of crooked teeth.

Its now turned into one of my biggest insecurities. I look like a fucking horse. The gaps are so much more noticeable now with my upper teeth showing more now than they used to. I'm constantly thinking I'm being judged for my teeth. I have a public facing job and it feels like a nightmare. I've been in braces for over 7 years now and feels like I'm gonna need another 7 at this point.

Does anyone have any idea when this will end? Its incredibly inconvenient

I'm 22. At this point, a majority of my life has felt like some sort of inside joke that I'm not aware of. It genuinely feels comedic with some of the things that I do and experience. Maybe I don't get to have the same things others do.

I just want to act and be treated like a normal person but that feels so impossible at this point. I'm really scared I'll never find someone to love. Maybe its better that way though.

Thats the post. Bring back 2cp Blizzard PLEASEEEEE