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Dont take this seriously please lol its a joke

So like i was on tiktok and It was video like making fun of the things the old bmc and DEH fandom used to do and in one of them was like "you cant ship kleinsen because its toxic!!" Like no seriously but to mock people who said this,did It existed genuine people who said this or...? (I'm new to the fandom)

So like i am demiboy (AMAB,13) and i been wondering about my sexuality since a time by now, basically i labeled myself as aroace for so long,i do think i labeled myself a little too soon tho,but basically because puberty and stuff/hormones ig,i been wondering if i am gay or not,i have romantic thoughts about boys in my class but idk If i would really like dating them,i do have sexual thoughts about male characters,i get fixated on random boys in my class or characters but idk if its a Crush,i do keep thinking about them romantically sometimes,i do have a lot of sexual thoughts so idk,i do think about romantic relationships and that they do in fact look cute but i feel like i would not work in one,i do think about kissing and stuff but cant figure it out because ik i wouldnt like It because of texture and wetness (i am autistic),but idk about attraction,i also Hate the ideia of sex so idk what i am,i consider myself questioning for now

So like last year, my sister visited the apartment where i and my mom live and she left in January of this mouth,she already abused me physically and verbally before and she did sometimes while she was here,one of the things she used to do was to call me sexy as a joke and i remember either laughing at it or just ignoring (she is 23 and i was 12,i am 13 now),i remember that she used to slap my butt as a joke and i just laughed or did the classic roll eye thing, but because of the content i was watching a lot at the time,i was wondering if It count as SA or not, but tbh i dont think so considering how i never told her to stop,expect one time but it was more because i was angry because i was cleaning something but again she was doing as a joke,one time i was laying down on the coach while she was i think seated next to me, and i remember that she like put her hand on top of my genital (again i think It was a joke because She was smiling and i doubt she would do anything to me with sexual intent),It was like a small touch and not a big one so idk, i been wondering because like i dont remember if It happened exactly like that so yeah,it didnt really affected me i think,at most i just been wondering since i realized some others abuses she did to me and stuff,but what do you guys think? (If its NOT sa,i apologize and i will delete this post later)

So like last year, my sister visited the apartment where i and my mom live and she left in January of this mouth,she already abused me physically and verbally before and she did sometimes while she was here,one of the things she used to do was to call me sexy as a joke and i remember either laughing at it or just ignoring (she is 23 and i was 12,i am 13 now),i remember that she used to slap my butt as a joke and i just laughed or did the classic roll eye thing, but because of the content i was watching a lot at the time,i was wondering if It count as SA or not, but tbh i dont think so considering how i never told her to stop,expect one time but it was more because i was angry because i was cleaning something but again she was doing as a joke,i remember she putting her hand on top of my genital while i was laying down but i dont remember If she really touched there or no,did it affect me? Tbh not much,i just been wondering since i realize she abused me physically and verbally so i been wondering, If it its not,i apologize for doing this post and i will delete it later

We know the musical is bad but we still love It🥹

Genuienly everytime i read the mensages and remember the important details, knowing if It was grooming gets really hard. I will tell how the experience went here and please tell if It counts or not and maybe another term for it. TW for: grooming/COCSA, mentions of pedophilia,zoophilia,necrophilia,incest,self-harm communities,a little details about the messages and etc. in November 2025 (when I was 12) i joined a community on whatsapp because i used to like love Joining communities,there i met someone who i will call Jelly,they CLAIMED to be 18 (turning 19 next month),the truth? After i blocked them,i found out They were actually 13 turning 14 next month (Jelly is a radqueer and they believe in things like trans age,trans Race and etc,Jelly was trans age so thats why ig). they used to say about things like self-harm communities saying they were okay, paraphilias, hypersexuality, fetishes, sexual abuse (in a way) and etc, i used to think they were weird because of their opinions but it werent theses ones, It was like The fact they believed that trans Men could be lesbians and etc and one time we had a debate and etc and It was fun tbh, we started talking in the comunity so much and we started getting along and like i think pretty close but i am not sure, we talked about things like MOGAI/lgbt/microlabels, madoka magica, NSO (needy streamer overloard) and etc, we one day talked so much that the mods said we were excluded other members of the talk. one day i got banned for the comunity because of a fight i had there and i admit i was being imature, the thing is that when i got banned, jelly send me a menssage answering a thing that i said in the group before getting banned and then we started talking, i dont remember If they were continue it or It was me because even tho i have screenshot, none of them shows but contining, after i Said something like "your the only darkshiper i like" (If someone doesnt know what darkshiper is,its a person that ships darkships who are ships like minor/adult,incestuous ships,abuser x victim and etc) because they were a darkshiper and even tho i am a anti, they Were cool in my opinion, they started taking about They werent trying to be annoying and werent wanting to change my opinion but Said It depends on the pedos i am talking about like there are pedos that are truly disgusting of How they are (i agree with this but anyway), then They Said that relationships between minors and adults were not automatically toxic in their opinion and etc, we started talking about things like age gaps, relationships between minors and adults and etc, One important thing is the age of consent in the country where Jelly and I live is 14, i Said that i wished The age got bigger because yeah and Jelly Said they wished it didnt,they explained that a lot of teenagers used their adult friends and that teenagers can be the abusive ones in their relationship, we talked about stuff like pedophilia with Jelly defending, i was saying that relationships between minors and adult would not be healthy because of maturity and obvious reasons, they Said that If the law of conset were big it would diffcult things like If a 18 year old dated a 17 year old It would be a crime and etc. one hour i said that Jelly girlfriend looked cool ans Jelly Said she truly was and Said that she supported they but she didnt understand incestuous relationships and i said that i also didnt and i asked Jelly's opinion on It,Jelly Said they supported It and explained that It was because of something related to story and etc,i asked their opinion on pedos relationships and they Said they supported and explained and etc, i said that It was funny that like my parents always Said for me to not talk to strangers online and now I was friends with a lot of online people and incluindg a adult (Jelly) and Jelly Said "And you also had the misfortune of becoming friends with someone who defends everything that people are afraid of" and "I was almost yelling "long live pedophilia and zoophilia!" And i asked "zoophilia as well?" And then explained that they dont support raping Animals but they Said that It could have a relationship like The owner would see the dog as their partner,the dog would see as their owner,the Owner could masturbate to the dog and the dog wouldnt understand so It would be okay, one day i Said "You say that many teenagers are mature for their age and that physical and mental age are different, right? Do you think I'm mature for my age?" And Jelly Said they always wanted to know my physical age and asked what is sp They could answer,i Said my age and they Said i was super mature,one time they asked what was my opinion on necrophilia and i Said It was disgusting and horrible and etc, they Said that their girlfriend Said they when she died, Jelly could...yk with her body and i asked If this wasnt wrong and Jelly Said that their girlfriend consent so It was okay,they we started debating again and etc,in the middle they said that my opinion that every relationship between minor and adult would result into grooming, they said my opinion was lowkey ableist and disrespectful,one time Jelly Said that one of their friends was almost 30 and was dating a 15 year old girl and i asked If this wasnt wrong and Jelly Said that the guy never abused the girl or forced her to do anything so It wasnt wrong, i still had my morals but i was thinking that sometimes jelly points used to make sense and in my head i was wondering If Jelly was right (i never told Jelly that), one thing that matter is that Jelly didnt know what grooming was and thought It was just playing with someone feelings until i explained (not to accuse them but to ask),It took 6 days until I finally blocked Jelly. After a few days, I spoke with their girlfriend to see if she knew about it. When I mentioned their age, she got confused and then i found out their true age,why do i cant tell if It was grooming? Because of things like we both being minors,ik It could be grooming,i know It was weird,the fact It lasted 6 days,the fact i dont know If it was manipulation,they claming not knowing how to manipulate or what grooming was,the fact it lasted 6 days and etc,please tell me your opinions on it please

Like anything movie that you like,do you think some of them would be good musical material? I personally would love to se a IT musical because its one of my favorite movies,but what about you?

I think at the moment my most niche fandoms are interweb world and wincel planethumans,like genuienly i love It SM and i wished it was mainstream,i could yap for hours about the Lore, my headcanons, ships i like and etc,but what about you guys?

Dont get me wrong expensive headphones is one of my favorite ships and etc but i just find it funny that is basically just Rich dating the best friend of the guy he used to Bully,like yeah bro bully a Guy and then make out with his best friend 🥹

Lowkey i do in fact love expensive headphones but i just find it funny because its like Rich dating the best friend of the guy he used to Bully,like okay bro bullie a guy and then make out with his best buddy🥹 (i need more people making memes about this fact)

Okay genuienly i want so much for that people stop ignoring it because we have so little cocsa or male sa representation and when we have people just ignore💔