u/the_doorway_system

How long does it usually take to stop bleeding without stiches?

Pls me nice

Im xenogender, not in the way that a lot of people would assume ( tho that is completely valid aswell), but like any pronoun other then it or xir just doesn't feel good. I just don't see a point in coming out if so few people would actually respect me and bullying is already bad and like 10× worse for my trans friends, its scary. I don't even know if my friends would support me.

My dysphoria is really bad but idk how to fix it, there's not much I could do, I have a binder and that helps a little but there's nothing else that would really help.

I'm 16 living in scotland, (this is important content) I've been dealing with really severe "episodes"(?) I guess, I'm not sure how to explain it except if you mixed aiws with a really severe dissociative episode and possible absent seizures, there's also been a lot of cognitive decline, I'm less articulate, I cant do math to save my life despite being really good at it only a few months ago and i can't remember anything.

My mom has been saying that when I was 13 similar things happened and I even got a brain scan and it got better on it's own. I do not remember this but I can't remember most of my life so that's not saying a lot. I went to ane a bit ago because I fainted my mom said I was a waste of NHS resources and that "this happens every Sunday before school" (it doesn't) when I went the doctor told me to get a blood test the next day, I got that but now it doesn't look like there's any follow up appointments and if there is my mom hasn't told me ab them.

I know that I could try to set up my own appointments but due to the cognitive decline and that I didn't grow up in this system, that's gonna be impossible.

I'm scared, idk what im supposed to do. Everyone just tells me to set up my own appointment but I can't talk like I used to and I'd probably forget the date. Yes I could set a reminder but my mom could also take my phone away and see the reminder and get mad.