Am I a red flag ????
Mera rone ka maan kar raha haiiiii
2 he option hote h yrr ya toh mil jaye yaa toh bhul jao
Mai bich Mai he atak gayi hu
Na mil rahe ho na bhul paa rahi hu
Dimag kharab hogaya h mera
Kitni bar toh lagta hai sahi mai pagal he jaungi tumhare chakar mai
Mai na sab kuch mtlb sab kuch accept kar sakti hu
But yeh nhi accept kar paa rahi ki tum pasand nhi karte muje aur mujse nafrat karte ho
Har chiz ke liye tumhe maaf kar sakti hu but khud ko nhi maaf kar paungi agar chodh dii ummid tohh
Mtlb yrr kya he bolu, itna sab hua toh ho he jana chahiye move on per nhi ho paa rahi
Muje tum he chahiye, maine itne saare sapne jo dekhe h tumhare sath uska kya karu haa
Chodho mai bataungi nhi tumhe kuch
Asa kya hogaya h yrr mere sath ki past se bahar he nhi
aaparahi mai
1000 ladko se mil lungi na toh bhi ek bhi nhi accha lagega muje, qki wo tum nhi rahoge
Kya fir mai shaadi he na karu haa, qki nhi kar sakti mai tumhare alawa kisi se shaadi aur tum toh Milne se rahe but pata nhi konsi ladki k kismat mai tumko likha hoga
Pata hai kabhi kabhi toh darr lagta hai muje, ki agar mai kabhi mar gayi tohh qki kuch nhi bol sakte kon kab marega, muje kabhi tumhara pyaar mila he nhi tohh
Kabhi wo sab feelings feel karne ka mauka he nhi mila tohh
Tum he batao yrr mai kya karu
Mai sach mai nhi rah sakti tumhare bina yrr
Tum he dekhte ho na kitne bar mai seriously soch leti hu ab toh nhi bat karungi tumse per nhi ho pata yrr wasa
Tumhe sab mazak natak he lagta hoga per tum soch bhi nhi sakte meri halat kitni kharab hue hai
Mai pura pura din tumhare baare mai sochti hu
Mujse dekhna rahta hai tumse
Kitne pata nhi dino tak wait karti hu tumse bass ek bar bat hojaye
Tum kuch bhi bolo suna do, per tumhara ek msg bhi mere liye kitna imp hota
Mai sach mai pachta rahi hu yrr jo bhi sab hua uske liye
Mai kar sakti toh kardeti yrr sab kuch change kardeti
Per nhi kar sakti, but itni guarantee de sakti hu ki wo sab kabhi nhi hoga future mai
Mai tumhare layak bhi bana chahti hu, atleast tumhe kabhi regret na ho
Per tum ek chance toh do muje
Khud ko prove karne ka
Pata hai tumne bohot chance diye hai muje
Per ek last bar yrr
Please
Sach mai pyaar karti hu yrr tumse
Itna mat hurt karo na, bohot jyada he hurt hota hai yrr
Tumhe socho kaisa lagta hoga muje
Please yrr ek bar de do na chance muje
Agar wapas maine kuch galti ki mai accept kar lungi yrr mai kabhi nhi tumhare layak ban paungi
I'm really sorry yrr, tumhe hurt Kiya hai maine but mai jaan ke nhi wo sab karna chahti thi yrr
Aur mai sach mai pagal hu yrr
Bar bar tumhe hurt karti rahi
But mai sach mai tumse pyaar karti hu yrr
Sirf ek bar chance nhi de sakte kya yrr
Mai sach mai nhi rah sakti tumhare bina
Kaise explain karu yrr
Kaise prove karu ki sach mai tumse pyaar karti hu
Translation: I'm sorry, I can't translate all this, if you can read it, just tell if I'm a red flag and he is a red flag
And by hurting means not cheating or anything, it's just I have hurt his ego multiple times
And also he is my ex, we used to date 4-5 years ago, then we broke up within 2 months because he didn't want a serious relationship, then I met someone else but we broke up within 2 years, then he again came into my life, used to meet me daily and I just fell again and now it's been 2 years I just can't move on and it's hurting me so much, idk what to do
This is the exact msg, I sent him just 10 mins ago
And seriously I'm tired of this, but I just can't forget him or stop texting him.