u/ohfive___3

a bit different than the usual happy posts here. i fell for my first love back in 2022 and switched schools to forget him.

tell me why it's 2:31 a.m rn and i genuinely felt my heart sink.. i realized that i always choose takoyaki flavor when we're eating unlimited wings, and my friends make fun of me for it (in a loving way).

AND FUCK I JS REMEMBERED THAT TAKOYAKI WAS HIS FAV FOOD (i used to write everything abt him in my notes, such as his favorites..)

OMD YALL FUCK MY LIFE IT DOESN'T GET BETTER IT'S 2026 AND I'M THINKING OF HIM STILL, EVEN AFTER LIKING OTHER PEOPLE.

okay guys i'm going to leave this here so i can go back to it.

my birthday's coming in 2 days..

so i misjudged it. i thought a follow back from him would be hard, but i was wrong. i told myself i won't like him anymore if he doesn't follow me back. but he did..

so this time, if he doesn't greet me a hbd i'll fr move on i won't try to stalk him or wait for him this summer. i'll forget everything and just think of him as someone i find attractive and that's it. i'm very easy btw but trust i will really try my best if he doesn't greet me. (😭😭😭😞😞😞)

please don't bully me for this i just want to leave something i can go back to🙏

i rlly like him but js one look u can tell his league is up there. i probably don't even come close to reaching it. i'm trying to not self-sabotage but how can i when he has the kind of face ppl turn heads to. i'm trying to be better din but idk if i'll ever reach his standards. this is so pathetic but maybe i should give up, no? 😞 maybe i need to do so much more for myself instead of liking someone again

hello po, i'm a girl (17f) and i like a guy (18m) sa school namin. i already followed him and he followed me back sa ig.

he knows me naman, we had short convos. but he's not my classmate at all :( infact we only met for a few days lang before grad and we don't have mutual friends.

i'm not usually like this, i always keep my feelings and i never make obvious moves, even with sa ka m.u ko before. i never tried to talk to that guy.

but with him, i want to befriend him kasi i found out sa reposts niya na he wants slowburn friends to lovers and i feel the sameee.

for the first time, i'm trying my best to look good. i'm trying to break my unhealthy patterns so that along the way hindi ako mag s-self sabotage and feel insecure. it's hard to explain, i'm always set on my goals and i want to be emotionally regulated and have self love before i try to even like someone new.

so when i get the courage to ask him sa future, how do i do it po? may friends ako na mga boys ofc, but natural lng yon na connection. for him, i'd have to chat him sa ig to talk kasi i'm sure hindi kami maging classmates even next year. diff courses.

sooo i hope any guy here can help me out po🙏

hes single. his face is the most handsome one ive ever seen. but. i only gathered the courage to follow him and he followed back.

we're not classmates. i've never noticed him before. in fact. i only met him during graduation and i've become smitten with him. yes, i fell so quick.

aside from that.

i found out he likes it slowburn - friends first.

BUT I DON'T HAVE THE COURAGE TO ASK HIM TO BE FRIENDSSS☹️. we also don't have any mutual friends :( 🥹😭 how do i do it... i don't want to give up yet :'( i'm trying so hard to be better so when he sees me again i'm more put together.

[Personal]

hellooo

soo the earliest i can recall of having this would be after quarantine? i genuinely never flushed/blushed when i was a kid. the earliest time i got called out for this was 10th grade (2 yrs ago) and i was so red because of being embarrassed around my crush at the time... lol..

anyway I don't want to blame that guy who I don't like anymore, but istg if he's the reason why this facial flushing started and still continues i will crash out..

okay so

my face during night time is amazing especially if i js got out of the shower. my skin is rlly light toned so thats why im more sad about ts. (the redness dulls my skin). it turns red when im not doing anything even if im js outside bro :((. my classmates (i love them) tease me all the time this year because the redness of my skin is genuinely so tomato. im not kidding i turn into an actual tomato bro. and like idk what to do?!?!! because even when im not doing anything its js there. it's also in my whole face btw not js my cheeks. so it's activated by emotions, but also light redness depending on weather etc. I HATE IT

what i want: actual redness to go away. i don't want to buy makeup to cover it yet, i want to fix this over the summer ☹️☹️☹️. anua azelaic acid doesnt work on me. btw, i like the current moisturizers i have so i wont switch (purito panthenol for day and aestura atobarrier for night).

the other products such as serums, toners, cleansers, etc.. i can switch. please help me. i only want to splurge on makeup when i fix this issue ☹️☹️🙏🙏🙏

problem/goal: a bit personal, but my previous m.u (mutual feelings with someone i used to like) ended badly so i'm super scared to let anyone in rn

okay, please help me po😭🙏

there's this guy who's been in my mind after graduation. as in, i met him at the end of the school year na and i'm so stewpid for having a crush on him.

I didn't think i'd like someone again tbh, kasi after my m.u ended i js disassociated a bit and didn't find anyone else attractive.

pero there's a situation with this new guy, and i was forced to eventually yk, notice him. and istg he's so charming.

my type was rlly moreno kasi even before moreno mga naging crush ko. AS IN ALL OF THEM.. tas siya lng yung mestizo?!?!?!

he's so pogi djdnnrrnenegeneb

when i saw his face i told my friends i've never seen a face as pogi as that ever in my life (LMAOO WTF AM I SAYING)

pero yeah and he has his watch and he'd check it from time to time and idk even that was attractive para sakin.

btw, DON'T GET ME STARTED ON HIS VOICE 😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏

so bc of the situation, i had interactions with him.

but ofc it ended kay graduation na. and let me tell you how bummed i am.

anyway i'm still trying to be better everyday, physically and mentally ha, so idk if i'm ready yet.

but i want to add or follow him so bad. on insta or on fb. and hahahahahahwhheehhehehehe i wanna befriend him tas maybe friends to lovers iykyk.

i'm thinking, maybe it's not that weird naman if i follow/add since we got to talk even js short convos right?

but i'm nervous na maybe he'll ignore it.

btw he's single and also his reposts are abt looking for love too, so like 😭 what if i'm too late tas someone makes a move on him 💔 what if sa college mag introduce yourself, may mainlove sa kanya😭😭🙏 eme lng

huhu ily guys sana mahelp nyo ako. btw sorry if mostly english yung nasulat ko, tagalog is not my main language. different language namin kasi i'm not from Luzon po! so ma embarass ako po if i try talking in tagalog. hope u guys don't mind 😔😔